nth worth believing in

i shall blog abit bout obs.
which is lk erm..
a lil long ago xP
just bear with mi..
i nid this to kip my mind off certian stuff

OBSday1
the best day ever.
emoing until i reached ubin
den still emo..
introductions tht time, had to be positive
so i introed myself & said I AM TRYING TO LK TIMOTHY xp
coz i carn say i hate him.RAWRS
aft tht did trust fall and stuff..
& i noobishly injured my leg.
cmon, its oni day 1!
the nehnehs damn funny..
kip calling mi noob
den aft dinner as if can change the cookhouse cooks xP
& the thing i learnt how to do?
pitch a modern tent.. -.-"
and i gotta thank Zilie..
was so damn scared of camping out in the dark(i dno why)
and he comforted mi loads
thx guy^^

OBSday2
did the tripod thing &kayaked
embarrassed myself totally at the damn tripod.
screaming lk mad evtime the thing moved
& i carn believe i actually broke down crying.
kayaking was fun tho..
ILOVEKAYAKING
&of coz nehru

set off for land expedition
got a shock when we found out tht we had to use nature as toilet.
total siao diao
it was so freaking dark
lucky triplets went in tgt
i was screaming on my way in lah=(
scary.
nearly cried.
and lch so nice...
talked with mi at nite

OBSday3
it sucked..
i hate trekking and we had to go on land expedition
wlau..
emotionally and physically demanding lah
i was alrd damn emo and it rained.
before tht was trying to get high to motivate everyone & the stupid rained spoiled it
went to a shelter and just slacked lah
saw frog mating..
the frog horh..
very rapist lah. scared away 3 frogs lols!
moved on aft tht.
den dno y halfway tru
i went into crazed mode.
cldn take the emotional stress
so i just walked arnd w/o any expression.
scary i think
found out bout this aft 3 watches combined and i trekked with weikai
found many stuff in common lols.
so fun talking to him^^

oh yes..
i love the dogs in ubin
esp the one in ubin village
was petting it and stuff den it joined our grp for activity
was half huggin it den it licked mi on the face^^
and din i meantion..
dogs are cute!

basically..
thts all i can update bout for now.
noe its kinda boring but well
no mood oso lahh.
will be updating on day 4 and 5 den reflections time!
XP
JOKE

ahh!
updating
but NOTIME!
tmr got maths test.
fail le.
& life sucks
bye world..

back from OBS with an injured leg^^
it was okay-ish for mi i guess..
& I LOVE NEHRU(i mean my fellow nehnehs.)
sounds sick..
but thts wad we call ourselves=D
dont quite like obs but i lk the things we learnt.
not the skills but the value of friendship etc.
dead tired..
& i freaking embarrased myself.
shall update bout OBS nxt time lols

today went hta for tie-breaking with dunman& catholic high
we didn't make it.
yeps.
BUT NVMS!
WE TRIED OUR BEST LE!
&its all tht matters=D
rvnp is among the top 15 out of dno how many units^^
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
but sqdm8s..
um reallie sry thoughh..
guess i was the one who dragged y'all down.
or rather,
i shld hav been able to do it to pull up evt
IT WAS MAINLY SS!
but fk it..
i din pay eough attention=(
dui bu qi

this week sucks generally.
on top of all the hwk which i am reallie too depressed to do,
i dont understand y things are happening lk tht
i dontwant my sqdm8s to be sad!
DONTWANTDONTWANT!
i dont lk u Sadness!
why do u kip disturbing my sqdm8s?
stay farfarwaway from them!
i want them to be happy.
SHOOO!
yingting dont like you='(

to my darlings
must reallie thank kelly&yih fer letting mi stay by them
& fer always being there for mi
i love you gals^^
& i went obs oso partly coz there gna be a chance tht we wud be grouped tgt=)
hahas
must rmb
hui bie cuo de cai neng he dui de xiang feng
real hard but will be dere fer y'all if yall ever nid mi=)
JIAYOU!

OBS
oh yes..
& i as i said, i gna havta go fer obs..
ah wadevas.
will smuggle my hp & kip it wif mi no matter what
so i can do smth^^

cousin's21stbday
went marine parade dere the chalet ytd for cousin's 21st bday celebrations
HAPPY BDAY SHAWN!
hahas
it was quite ok lahh
got damn embarrassed by my bro&younger cousin
lamesai lols
they were singing the crazy frong dance hits thing at the top of their voices on our way to mac
lk Omg..
pple were ehs..
grinning their heads off, trying not to laugh xP
then rites,
got this couple kissing near the beach.
den they went lk
EH THEY KISSING LEH.
wo de lian bei dui jin le...

toKenneth
hey guy,
i noe u will nv read this but well
i regretted not holding on to u & letting u go so easily
i noe all i have to do is to give u what u want but things are not as easy as u think
u think evt is so simple coz as everyone says, u r not ready at all
um sry.
perhaps i shldn even have agreed to be ur gf in the first place
i shld hav known tht i carn give u what u want
or perhaps,
i shld have just left things as they were after the first time we broke up
sry, dui bu qi

myself, in general
i dont noe what um doing.
i want to be lk the mi last time
the one who wont lk anyone who wont lk mi so i wont get hurt
why am i falling for him?
i reallie wanna stop myself but i carn
& i dont noe why..
maybe ant's right..
um just lk tht coz he reminds mi of kenneth
i dont noe..
thts y i will choose not to trust my feelings^^
but in any case,
i will move on, away from the past

back to update!
basically bruised everywhere.
nice try lahh.
i just kip getting bruised.
CONTUSION WOUND!
haha.

stop crapping..
wadeva...
i wont like him
i dont care
i WONT!
no matter what i will force myself not to.
my heart is near breaking le
can anyone save mi?
yes.
he can.
but he wont be able to as well.
coz he dont even noe he is able to ^^

sadly..
i reallie have fallen for the wrong guy.
HEY YINGTING
WAKE UP!
STOP BEING SO PIG

yingting is back from lifesaving course
&back from doing hwk
&back from having fun @ je, taking neos
&back from having a emo time with my darling
my day is somewhat submarised..

k lah.
lifesaving was not fun.
butFUNNY!
& it was a sad and yet happy day spent with sqdm8(s)
yupps

does love always hurt so much?
i dowan..
pple r unhappy coz of love..
maybe thts y um neutral.
not quite.
um quite attracted to someone.
though i dont c him often..
&maybe wun get to see him soon.
um just attracted to him
but i dont have his no.
dont know anth abt him
i shant fall for him
shall stay neutral^^

wheeeeeee!
Today was fun lols!
took 925 with garyim and triplet vengveng frm woodlands to cck
OMg lahh
took a long time
but wells..
it was FUN!
talk crap all da way and guess wad
WE WERE SO CLOSE TO JB
cld c it lahh!
haha!
& i saw mre heavy vehicles i ever saw in a day!
ok..
i suaku.. FINE

ytd interunit quiz..
guess i screwed up ultimately.
sry sqdm8s
sry for dragging y'all down.
sharmie is zai one..
is i get wrong lk siao ba...=(
ahwells.
NVM!
we still got chance!*refer to nxt line onwards*

noe its bad to laf at pple but carn help it lahh
got one unit..
damn FUNNY!
one person went lk : "wahh. na ge test hen nan. wo zhi hui zuo yi ti lehh"
*ok..still not badd*
but when she continued...it oni made us laf
THAT QN ASKED BOUT THE UNITS FORMED AFT NPCC ORDINANCE THING!
& guess wad..
HER ANS WAS BARTLEY SEC
rofl!(correct ans: serangoon gardens gov high & siglap sec)
GET THE JOKE?!
she say she oni noe how to do tht qn, & SHE GOT IT WRONG
lk wth..
if evry1 lk tht, we gna hav a chance. still got hope ba^^
zi wo an wei

rawrr..
u peepo must be wondering what i am doing, updating my blog at this godly hour.
fine.
shall tell you
i just finished glacing tru the stuff for interunit quiz which is later TODAY
LOLS.
currently left yueting, yiling & mi online.
intend to CHIONG!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EXTREMISTS, WE CAN DO IT DE!
haha.
ok..
maybe.
but wells.. At least we triedour bEST!
^^

ytd was fking suay..
eh gor, seems tht i reallie gave u ALL my luck lols!
TIMOTHY LEE DIP SHUN IS IN MY GRP FOR CID
lk c'mon
when i knew that, i practically went WTF
if he ever dares screw up, hes SO DEAD
ok. i just hate hiM!
i dont care

lalas.
freak..
hwk still undone!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
so high now lols!
okok.
shall not be crayZieeeexP
i hate school!
okok.
wadevas.

on a lower note,
timothy lee dip shun is RIGHT SMACK AT THE TOP of my list of hated people.
he did nth much except to print & he screwed this up as well.
lk wth..
he din print our scripts.
thx alot horh..
remind so many times le i think u extreme stm lah
& i officially hate u^^

k lah.
other den this,
yingting is perfectly happiiieeeeeeeeeee!
had loads of fun aft tut eating chocs and waiting with justin for his bus.
abit lamesai.
but he rocks!
damn funny lols.
remind mi of zp xP

zomg.
can i say tht i love my life now?
maybe i can ^^
all i've got left is hwk stress le!
haa..
and perhaps..
interunit quiz stress?
lols.
supposed to do hwk now so can study later.
den later still got jay liew's lessons.
i dowanna die lols
=D

you asked mi whats enuf.
coz apparently events tht happened the past yr arent enuf.
having my sqdm8s, my clique, my gors & jies, Weijun & ducky arnd mi gna be enuf.
yupps.
i donid a stead.
i'm surviving fine w/o one.
even w/o kenneth
&my life's so goddamn much better
what mre can i ask for?
guess its time i learnt to be contented.

hey world.
sry if i do some damn heartless stuff.
apparently,
um getting real materialistic and shallow these days.sadly
yupps.
but those i mentioned abv shld not be much affected ba^^
coz i love them to bits and pieces xP

third post in one hr.
sometimes being alone is the best. this way u wun hurt anyone or let anyone hurt u
i disappointed my gor.
and coz of tht i disappointed someone else
hurting lk mad now
its a miracle how it can hurt so much,
how sad a person can get when he/she is abt to lose someone he/she met for less then 10times

sry gor. i shldn have let u down. shldn have disappointed u so much.
thx fer peiing mi all the while i was sad and lost.
reallie very grateful to u for tht. yupps.
reallie Sry for letting u down but i reallie want u to noe tht u r real impt to me.
hope u can accept that um frens with u and him lah
but well.. i guess i reallie am not in the position to talk ba..
treat me as u lk.
i will just accept it

yting l.

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