nth worth believing in

why bother telling me so much when only one line tells & explains it all?
why bother trying to ease the pain the truth will inflict when i can get the main point of everything u said?
maybe u thought tt i wld buy ur story, believe everything u said.
i wished i cld too.
i rather not know that after all u said, the truth lies in only one line
i don't wna know tt u tried lying when u know i wld prefer only the truth

i'm disappointed
in u. for everything u have done.
i give up.

Hellooooos(=
realised i have not upadated for lk 123456789 years
alrights...
nth much recently.

just wna say tt i'm reallie super proud of my class
er.. okayss.
at least those who went chinese garden the other day & those who helped out for the mv=D
THAKYOU ^^

ohwells..
these few days have been kinda unlucky lols
been meeting the 'confirm catch me" tchers.
lectured by llm twice lo

RAWR

flagday today was...
LAME
basically i cldn get full tin but wells..
I FREAKING GOT HARRASSED BY 3 OLD MEN
just my luck=(

hmk's stressing me out.
i cant stand this anymore.
my mind always wanders in class >,<
sighs

& guy, i sTill cant forget you.
memories of us nv fail to make me cry
can we....?

nvms

HAPPY BDAY JUNBIN DEAR!

retarded family's triplets has got new names
vengyi=tard
yingting(me)= tardtard
michelle=tardtardtard

& so.. we are tard, tardtard,tardtardtard!
cool rites?

uh ok..
i shall not be lame.

hmm..
nth much these few days i suppose
hahas.
been crying, laughing, emoing, crazy-ing & all lo
oh ya..
& ive been falling aslp w/o meaning to >,<

screwed up pretty badly for phys test
hahs. so expected of me..

230108

it's just a dream.
wake up girl.

im sry i wasn good enough.
thx for everything

loads of stuff happened recently making me feel lk a complete loser. simply for having such strong faith in things i used to believe it. everything ended up only to be part of the fairytale i have been living in.

sqdmates:
it's seriouslydriving me crazy the way u guys can quarrel over even the smallest mistakes. is it too much to ask for u all to accept one another? it has been 3 yrs for goodness sake. are the bonds so fragile that even simple misunderstandings can cause u all to wna fall out with one another? what about the memories we had together? dont they mean anth at all? i'm not saying it's anyone's fault. it's just tt i dont understand how 3 yrs is unable to allow us understand, accept and tolerate one another. it's disappointing how time has been unable to change us. our sqd bonds seemed unbreakble in the past but it seems to have weakened.
& i am really sry i chose to avoid taking promos. sry for being so weak as to simply run away from such a trivial obstacle. yet again, i am relieved i hadn been there to witness yet another conflict. u can doubt me but each time u all quarrel, i really feel lk crying. yea. i'm stupid ok?

class:
though i doubt anyone of u gna read this, i just wna apologise for causing all of u to have to put up with me as the cp. thx for tolerating this fact and trying ur very best to accept me and helping me out. & of course, thankyou for the encouragement and support u all have given( esp my retaerded family, weikai, charlene, chinhui & those present tt day aft school ) when u all told me i have changed for the btr i was really near tears. to me, i'm still the bad girl with the fked up bitch attitude. i will try my best to fulfil the duties as cp until someone takes over. thx alot guys=)
& sry for being so slow in organising class stuff

family:
i dno wad's with me these few days to have given such sucky attitude but i just feel lk being alone, being able to make my own decisions. i guess im just too headstrong when it comes to affairs regarding my future. i dont know what i want. tt's y im choosing the longer way. call it self discovery if u lk. i just dont wnt any regrets
mummy, sry for making u cry. for making u feel lk a total failure. u have tried ur best. it's my fault i am unble to c it tt way. sometimes i reallie wish u all wud stop caring abt me & just providing for me. lk tt, i suppose u wont get hurt so much. sry for failing to be a good daughter, a good sister, a good grand daughter. i'm sorry i took all ur care and concern for granted.

OC?-tell me who to dedicate this to-:
i know i'm in no position to say this but well, i will still say it even if it means i gna get into trouble or smth. correct me if i'm wrong. everything y'all are doing is simply to maintain uopa gold.but is it really worth it to lower our standards? in the past, rvnp was a silver unit with substance. but how about now? a gold unit in name? think again.. is it all tt glory tt matters? we used to be proud of ourselves tt we could do btr thn other gold unit although we only achieved silver. yet i doubt this wld be the case in future. i dont know how long more can all of us hold our heads up high in front of other units.

i no longer believe in what i used to. i suppose this is for the best. i am suppose to just accept the present yea?

can anyone ans this?
.
yes?
.
ok.. now tell me..
.
WHY IS IT TT THIS WEEK'S SO FREAKING LONG?

okays..
nvm i was just being random
been thinking of loads of stuff basically lah
-,-
nth much to update bout so well..
thx for reading my craps =P
dont kill me when u next see me!

yes i love him
but will it last?

forget it..
i am in no position to be a cc comp member
much less a class chaiperson

tell me..
what do you want when u expect help in physics and is yet super unwilling to settle for a tyme for phys remedial?
"sette it with him first then tell us"
whose fault will it be when u cant make it ltr on?
mine?
yes.
evt's my fault.

darling wooyt & anty..
plspls take me out of main team if u must.
i cant commit as much as last tyme ler
i really dont mind being a reserve.
dont wna implicate the whole team.
find someone else?

hmmm..
i am wondering how i'm feeling now.
ROFL

i dont know if innocence is bliss.
somehow it just feels so stupid to not know anything at all.
yet again, somethings are better left unknown.

ARGGHHH! I DNO LAH!
ZZZZ

okok.. yingting's going crazy.
but i'm still sane
-,-

i cant seem to stop crapping..
gosh..
I GOTTA STOP

simply coz...
i wna slp xP

1. Who knows the real you?
nobody. ppl who noe the most are yueting, anty & yih though

2. When was the last time you went out?
yesterday[for HRC]

3.If you could kiss anyone who wouldit be?
erm.. i thot it was common knowledge tt i HATE kissing?

4.What song are you listening to?
wo bu pei-jaychou

5.Who does it reminds you of?
-infomation not applicable-

6. Last movie you watched?
i dont remember

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
TAY YILING[anty] & nico kor

8. What is your favourite shirt?
my sqdtee

9. Do you drive?
nope. i take taxi. hahas =x

10 . What did you do yesterday?
embarrassing myself at HRC

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
Glasses..

12. Do you trust your friends?
some only.

13.Who was the last person to call you?
my mother.

14.What annoys you?
Physics. Myself. Gross Insects

15. Do you want multiple piercing?
Depends on my mood. mostly yes but not on my face

16 . Your fav song in your player?
depends on my mood

17. Last time you went to the mall?
o3o1o8

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
instant noodles.

19 . Which of your friends would makethe best roommate?
Jeffrey. hahas.

20. Last thing you purchased?
Ice-cream. (after HRC rofl)

21. Last vacation you were in?
obs(sabah). is it considered a vacation?!

22. Do people ever spell your namewrongly?
duh

23 . What's the last compliment youreceived?
"you're a bitch" yes.i do consider tt a compliment

24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
...

25. Which celebrity are you eyecandying?
i am not interested in celebs...

26. What's next on your wishlist?
my previous personality

27. Which band's concert would youwant to go to?
-

28. What colour are your nails?
the natural colour

29. Date down a special day for you other than your birthday.
o1/o1 every year..it just reminds me tt i've got school the next day

30. In just one word, describe yourself.
brainless

i hate having to keep reminding myself of our differences.
knowing tt nth will ever change the fact tt it is simply impossible between us.

i seriously wonder why it has got to be you when there is always the others.
perhaps it's just like me to be stupid.

i wish i cld stop the way you appear in my mind when i least expect you to.

hellos=)
first day of school was a total disaster..
was stopped by tcher kinda upon stepping into the school for untidy attire..
tsk!
aft tht got freaked out by the fact tht i am the temp. chairperson...
ZZZ
i SWEAR i gna be replaced!
for 3 reasons

#1 i am super lian
#2 just not up to it
#3 I NEARLY QUARRELLED WITH THE CO-FORM

following these extremely unfortunate events, i nearly bumped into my chinese tcher.
got kp-ed for not handing in and completing hwk..
WTH.
IT WASN ONLY ME WHO DIDN COMPLETE THE HWK
& YET IT WAS ONLY ME WHO NEARLY BUMPED INTO HER=(

lessons started today
was trying so damn hard not to fall aslp in class..
got suaned lk hell by lang arts tcher also for NOT COMPLETING HWK
heyhey..
the other cp oso didn complete his hwk and he's lk sitting nxt to me...
yet the tcher only saw tht i didn do any of the hw-,-

RAWR!
hope tmr will be btr
doing hwk le..
bye!

-sry but this post is seriously pointless.. i noe...-

ahas..
school reopens tmr!

one thing for sure..
i aint looking forward to the daily cc comp trgn but it gna be worthwhile!
hahas..
FLAGSTAFF HERE I COME!
lols..
nv touched it b4 lehhs..
as in..
i missed all the trgns they did a proper flagstaff D=

but erm..
can anyone tell me what to bring for school tmr?

yting l.

Give me presents on 09/10. I love rings, ice-cream, chocolate, candies, piercings & pretty little things.

love lies.

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