nth worth believing in

rawr.. i neglected my blog agn=(
but well, tests are OVER! WHEEEEE<3

latest updates:
Detention x3
late for 4,5,6 tymes. TSK!
& i swear th 5th tyme wasnt my fault hurhh..
it's lk HELLO, i was STUCK IN TH CAB yea? technical fault. NETS cldn work lurhs!
& tt goddamn dumbass pcb idiot refused to let me off.
he still had th guts to kip bringing it up.
pissed me off so much i went lk " name isnt NETS MACHINE leh!"
lmao. i think im dam rude but who cares.

FLOORBALL
i suck at it, seriously
& it's fking depressing
maybe i have too high expectations on myself but floorball is just THAT impt to me now.
i aint talented at it and i reallie wish i was.
& rvFBT, sry i kept wanting to give up at th trgn & for saying i wna quit etc
thx for comforting me yea? xD
<3

random hates
#1 being pestered
#2 guys who use vulgarities o my frens
#3 doing badly at floorball
#4 hwk

ohkays.. enough of this.
i gna ENJOY myself(:

-yawns- stuck w/ trying to make choices again
tests nxt week.
Mon-maths
Tues- ELL, econs
Thurs- ELL

tsk. maths & econs.
to study or not to?
fking hell i dont mind not studying coz i dont lk maths. NEITHER do i lk tt mfk who teaches Econs.
not lk i lk th math tcher as well..

& so, do i fking have to study?
no?
ok. so be it. screw up for good

hey dere!
im here to officially announce th death of my n81 [sounds wrong but ya]
dropped it in tp and th screen just died on meD:
bye fone..
looking forward to Pixon tho i wanted prada. RAWRS

oh yea..im bored & waiting for PROPEEPAN to call me back.
& so...i shall do this

Who passed mi this - PROPEE PanMeiShan

Starting Time: 10.00pm 19/2/09

TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - yep!
2. Are you happy - idk. happy with frens but not happy being stuck in rv
3. Are you bored - now,yes. & during math,econs,ell yes.
4. Are you fair - idk. i think im not but...
5. Are you Italian - o,O
6. Are you intelligent - HAHAH! ask my frens xD
7. Are you honest - when i feel lk it?
8. Are you nice - nope. im a bitch ^^
9. Are you Irish - stop asking weird qns.
10. Are you Asian - no if u believe me. DUMBASS

TEN FACTS
1. Full Name - LooYingting
2. Nicknames - loo, noobshyt, piggy etc
3. Birth place - Singapore [GH at th back to be exact]
4. Hair color - not very black. idk
5. Natural hair style - big curls
6. Eye Color - veryverydarkBrown
7. Birthday - 10 Oct 1992
8. Mood - [emotionless]
9. Favorite color - pink,white,black,brown
10. One place you'd like to visit - his heart

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love - [nods]
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - NO
3. Do you currently have a crush? - yes?
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - yea..
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - uh..yes
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - yup
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - uhuh
8. Are you afraid of commitment - yes
9. Who was the last person you hugged - my teddybear xD
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - tt guy whose
name starts w/ r

TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Love
2. Hard Liqour or Beer - o,o
3. Cats or Dogs - both? haha! dogs.
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - A few best friends.
5.Creamy or Crunchy - I LIKE BOTH ALRIGHT?!
6. Pencil or Pen - both are super useful to me luhh
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - neither. emo nite
8. Money or Happiness - money.. cant survive on happiness wud..
9. Night or day - Night
10. IM or phone - Phone

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - Nope coz ive nv done tt [goodgal!]
2. Seen a polar bear - WTF YES
3. Done something you regret - waddyouthink?
4. Bungee jumped - damns no. i rather die
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - yepp xP
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - o,o?
7. Been caught naked - yeaaa
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Yes xD
9. Cried because you lost a pet - ya. over a goldfish..
10. Wanted to disappear - YES

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - perfection!
2. Light or dark hair - i lk angmohs!
3. Hugs or kisses - Hugs
4. Shorter or taller - Taller
5. Intelligence or attraction - BOTH LA DURH
6. Topman or Zara - Zara
7. Funny or serious - i nonid a clown. neither do i nid a lao ah pek
8. Older or Younger - OLDER
9. Outgoing or quiet - outgoing bahh
10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet & bad

TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - yea
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - always
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - o,o
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - NO!
6. Ever been on a dance team - NONO!
7. Ever been on a sports team - yepp
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - nahs
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - in my dreams
10. Ever been in a rap video? - ?!

LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - POON
2. Last person you hugged - cant rmb
3. Last person you hung out with - Parents
4. Last time you worked - hmm... 1 mth plus ago
5. Last person you talked to - bro
6. Last person you IM'd - dno
7. Last person you texted - benben
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - I DONT RMB
9. Last person/thing you missed - R?
10. Last website visited - FLOORBALL BLOG

PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS
any interested parties

im bored..
& super sick of having to go to school.
goddamnit.
it's lk. urh.. wdv? y do i have to attend school when i do not pay attention?! lk HELLO?

ohwells.. apparently, im starting to dislike econs even mre..
tt pea-brained gay thinks tt it's cool to check tutorials and chase ppl who repeatedly fail to complete their tutorials out =.=
zzz
it's lk WOW! i think ive got another fked up PRIMARY SCHOOL tcher.
o,O
when i was i sec 3& 4, i dont rmb having half my tchers doing tt yo?

GET A LIFE for god sake.
yea.. & given my temper, i aint gna let it go lk tt
ljk u think act seh very cool ar? smlj.. nv do ur tutorial macham offend ur whole family lk tt. laoniang fail oso fk care u kpkb so much for wad? dui u larhs.. i dont mind going out of ur class lehh.. spare me th agony of having to resist th temptation of slp.. still got extra free period.. tks horhh!
on a lighter not, FLOORBALL tmr<3

#1
it's just wad i feel but srsly, i cant stand fat ppl with egos proportional to, or even greater thn their size.

#2
i strongly feel tt those fkers out dere sld just leave my frens alone. sry if it sounds offensive but well, i aint pointing fingers.

#3
no offense but i think ive added another person to my hate list in rv. maybe he/she has made it to th top of th list of eyesores.

#4
i apologise if i made anyone angry. it's not lk i did it on purpose-shrugs-

#5
pls allow me to suggest tt exercising is a btr alterative to lose weight. not sitting in front of th comp or gossipping.

hey dere(: note how i posted. it's just 5steps to making th world a btr place if anyone gets what i mean. & btw, i aint insulting ppl who are bigger-sized. it's fine if they're nice yo?

xD

it's kinda nearing 2hrs till tmr & ive yet to do a single hwk
expected huh? xD
but still, wdv..

met with tt super tall idiot[LinJia] tday
was lk late for 1/2 hour & worse still, i think i made it to th list of ppl who took th longest tyme to do th survey
& all thx to him, i had to freaking realise how eccentric i really am.
ohFk.
ihateu.
it's lk.. i freaking dont understand myself at all and it's pissing me off.

im getting to dislike my dad more and more now
tt MFker just kips picking on me for no fking apparent reason.
if im in th wrong, fine.
but oh-pls to use me to vent his frustrations? sry no.
i am so not th kind who can tolerate ppl who shout at me over nth
wanting to hit me in public coz i talked back to defend his false accusations abt me & threatening to chase me outta th house is totally irrational.
so what if i ddont help out in th housework most of th tyme? it's not lk i dont help out AT ALL.
he sld so fking be grateful.
coz if he aint able to afford a maid, it isnt MY failure to provide, is it?

im not tt petty to be insulting my own dad over such trivial matters but it's been happening for awhile alrd.
anyone wna volunteer to take me in if i ever find my stuff outside th door?

ohkays.. im lk finally updating.. cool?
-,-"
kinda tired now but ive got hwk to be done.
LAME!

nth much happened in school tday other th me falling aslp during econs & as a result became a victim of MrTan's sacarsm.
wtf.. it isnt his loss when i slp rite?

& i hereby declare Baby freaking adorable.
stingr! u btr tc yea?

o4o2:
i went t school...
ONLY for floorball tho i didn feel lk playing alrd upon reaching school o,o
& did i mention?
mrV.Pang sucks to th max.
he can screw himself for all i care as long as he quits treating us lk kids.
srsly.. look at th way he loses his temper and lectures us for not doing our tutorial.
he sld ask for a transfer to a primary school

o3o2:
skipped school only to realise th extent of dumbness of mrV.Pang
#1 he got Propee to call me to ask if im REALLY sick
#2 he asked for my body temp when i said ive got swollen eyes and flu
gettit?
join PStupidity club if u dont

went to Bugis aft going to th polyclinic to get an MC
hung arnd until Baby rushed down from work to mit me
& HE MADE ME LAUGH LK MAD tsk!

& btw, ive got th Pacman bag ive been eyeing for a SUPER long tyme all thx to him xD

o2o2
met Stingr. aft school @ vivo.
HAPPYHAPPY!
havent met up with him for ages and he hasnt changed
except hmm... th increase in height th fact tt he's btr looking now xP

dinnered with him @ alexandra
he eats lk he has been deprived of food for ages.
o,o

tts all folks! xD

if im sad and do not show it, choosing to smile tru and break down when i cant take it anymore, does tt make me a hypocrite?
maybe it does coz evt gna be of pretence.
yet again, who truely cares?

somehow, it has become a daily ritual.
choking back tears, breaking down, thinking of various ways to die, finally realising tt nth gna changes unless i really attempt suicide & falling aslp in tears.
i dont want to die, yet.
over such seemingly trivial stuff.
but i dno if i gna just try.
afterall, dere's a 50% chance of surviving(:

i wonder if i wld have any regrets if i were to die tmr.
maybe.
coz ive still got floorball.
& ive still got many frens i wna be dere for.
just to add on to th list, deres still so many things i wna experience.

me: mom, if i were to just die, pls dont send me on th jourey alright?
mom: y?...
me: i dont want to repeat th whole cycle of life again. it's nth but a sad story.

on msn, someone asked me if i was tired. in fact, i am.

shoo.

screw maths

everytime it gets me, i feel lk dangling my legs over th edge of th rooftop of a tall building, grabbing a penkife & having fun with it or simply relieving th stress by exhaling puffs of smoke.
u guys gna think im crazy or losing my mind but i cant take it anymore.
i hate waiting. WAITING for posting results to get myself outta th misery of rv life.
dere's a limit to evt and ive reached mine in trying to put up with stepping into THAT school every morning. in fact, ive pushed my limit.
i really nid OUT. th way i dread going to school every morning, how i cant bring myself to look at its homework once i reach home...
these lil things are driving me nuts.
sometymes i wonder if i gna be able to be escape th torment if i take a box of panadols before going to bed.
maybe i wont wake up for school th nxt day. perhaps i wld be able to not return to tt place anymore.

somehow i cant bring myself to do things i hate, in a place ive yet to develop feelings of attachment to despite hving spent 4 yrs dere.
maybe im too stubborn for my own good, insisting on having my way each tyme.
up till now, ive yet to be able to figure out why i hate tt school so much.
& tts th root to th whole prob.

fk.
i just wna have someone by my side who'd encourage me to be brave. & to take things in my stride.
someone who wld reassure me.
i guess i sld stop having such high hopes in meeting him
afterall, ive still got myself to rely on. i can wipe my own tears and bring comfort to myself, cant i?

btw, thx SHARMAN for helping me get my floorball stick cut (:

yting l.

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