nth worth believing in

just lk t silly drizzles that drench.
[inspiration to update by a -,- event]

bits and pieces make up a whole picture;
lil telltale signs exposes lies
& lil events make up new stories.
just as well, t most insignificant things u do that makes me love you(:

shyts. t short sentences above made me seem lk a total NUTCASE
-ohkay.. maybe im alrd 1 to many of u. at least i realised it now uhs? xD-
"sorry! IM NOT CRAZY!" -drops dead laughing at t exasperation i caused-

but really, it's always th littlest[smallest] things that shapes t grand finale of everything.

cesty's requests of me not to leave rv, t fact tt we cldve been classmates nxt yr if i stayed, how we cld sing tgt evd lk we used to in t last few days of school'o8.
i gna miss it all. & it's giving me second thots.
; neither t attraction of being an IP student nor t glory of graduating from t school at t end of yr6
it's rv i wna leave. not all my frens, all t tt we cldve been if we "braved" alvls tgt.

yes cesty, i hope u realise tt i wun stop loving u even if i reallie got outta rv k? i'll still visit & den u can make everyone who bullied u queue in a single line for a round of fun ohkay? xD
-oops..i sound lk a dumbass delinquent->,<

JT made me lAUGH MY ASS OFF YTD
he was lk so freaking direct i was stunned for a moment.
both of us were serving food and he got t wrong table. worse still, he thot i was in his way and oh-so-directly said "excuse me, ur ass"
it was lk.. coz he thinks my ass was blocking him?! nice one though

&yes, it's TAG REPLYING TIME!
[my taggy screwed so i cld oni read tags and not reply them. idk why RAWR]

toCAIHONG: lol! yea.. but i hate working le lehs.. rawr!
toYANJUN: OMGOMG HELLO! so it's REALLY YOU! i tagged as yting lol^^ gna link u when my page can load>,<
toCESTY: c what wrote k? xD i think im most lkly leaving if i can orwise i gna piss t tchers off again. HAHA! ive yet to start on my hwk & have no intentions of doing them xp TELL ME WHEN URE FREE & I GNA MAKE MYSELF FREE xD
toVENGYI: how's shanghai? HAHA! &how's michelle in t crap low-class hotel? xD

since im bored, im here to update AGAIN!
3 lamest/ funniest things that happened since 324786745 days ago

#1 t lady at TP told me to go for science-related courses.
& it's funny cause if i wanted those courses, i wldn have gone to tp. sp wld be fine(: plus, i aint t t study sorta person

#2 a lady from ch--a called using a private no when i was late for work and in a super bad mood.

lady: wei, ni hui ting hua yu ma? -in tt super irritating voice and intonation-
me: sry?-irritated-
lady: ni hui ting hua yu ma?-now getting abit irritated-
me: ure looking ...[act blur] & before i finished my sentence...
lady: ni hui ting hua yu ma?!-loudly-
me: Sry i dont get what ure saying. zai jian [get it?]

my mood was remarkably btr after that knowing tt i pissed her off. i admit im gl(: but hey, i dont lk her slutty tone.

#3 a group of ppl from t same country as t lady above visited t place i was working
and were greeted in Jap as tt's what we do.
CUSTOMARY u see..

one of t man said : she mer?! neng shuo hua yu ma?
me: go eat in chinese restaurant la-,-

lucky he didn hear it. but tt grp sld seriously stop being egoistic and get a life. lk omg, ure in a jap fast food restaurant and u want us to greet u in chinese.
not being racist but just citing an example..
y not he goes to an indian restaurant and get t ppl dere to greet him in chinese/jap?
before tt group left, they repeatedly expressed tt we sld speak in chinese when we said arigatougozaimasu.
for god sake.-faints-

btw, those idiots wanted t menu explained in chinese.

conclusion? get them to stay in china.

& to think i abandoned my blog for such a long period of time..
am i heartless or smth?
hmmm..

been practically up to nth these few days.
just sleeping at 3+ to talk over t fone/ watch anime and thn wake up for work
ohmygawd.
i hate my mundane life. clubbing anyone?!

trying for TP.
hope i gna get in though it's so freaking far>,<
told u im up to my weird plans yea? XD

btw, anyone wna piss me off so i get to do some flamming up here?

damns! i gna be "alone" at work.
kept getting minor burns today. totally lame-,-
think t thing i say most often now is "wah fag! hot siol"

think he's getting freaked by my randomness today.
god knows what's wrong with me.

im so totally bored outta my wits.
>,<
yea. aint kidding abt tt.
gaaaaahs.

benlee's dumb.
im talking abt tt BENJAMIN aka PASSERBY on my tagboard.
idiot.
cant even be bothered to scold u alrd

& im missing cass+ppl

cant believe offday came and went lk tt
rawrs:(-unhappy mode-

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY WEIJUN!
c i so nice.. show tt u cheng nian to t whole world.
nv say tt u not yet cheng shu k?
HAHAHA

im missing my RETARDS freaking much! rawrr
it's been so long since i saw them. hmmms...
I WNA MIT THEM! & HANG OUT! & DO CRAZY STUFFIES WITH THEM AGAIN >,<
shucks. im crazily random.
& insane.

with a superb attitude
walked off despite t fact tt dere was still a queue coz i was being scolded for smth tt aint my fault.
damnit la! i aint a control freak yea? neither do i have eyes at t back of my head.
wdv.

oh yes, dere's someone im missing too..

srlsy, fagging RVHS sld just get a life
school fking called my house early in t bloody morning to tell momma ive yet to fill in yr5 & 6 subject combi.
lk cmon, t last day was ytd at 5pm HELLO?!
lk i fking give a damn abt it. i mean, if i did, i WOULD HAVE COMPLETED IT
anw i just chose wdv subjects. cldn be bothered to choose odd subject combi as req for h1 math coz i dont wna go down to t school. i freaking rather work.
F U C K LA.. my 1 hr plusplus of slp GONE coz my parents had to pounce on this opportunity to throw in a bonus of kp session.
smlj sia.

i wanted to cut t school some slack instead of flamming IT(it's an IT to me i repeat) but i cant stand it anymore.
RVHS, U FKING SUCK. I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK TO WHAT U CAN CLAIM UVE DONE FOR ME.IT'S LK W-O-W! MAYBE I'LL BE NICE.. thx so much for how fked up uve made me. & thx for making my life miserable yea?

i cld go on and on but hey, rv isn tt honoured to get a nice, long post on my blog.
demerit points? i'll be glad to receive them as a school leaving present tho if u wld use ur brains, i was scolding t school and can be refering to t school compound for all tt matters.
funny for fully-abled human beings to wna pursue such small issues. i mean, i didn vandalise t school building or smth-,-

& laoniang now sibey dulan with my mum
t first thing i saw after t fking RUDE awakening was t envelope with t card tt cousy, t two tards and ehma gave me for my bday in my mum's hand.
what else? SHE FREAKING HAD A PEN IN HER OTHER HAND
worse still, she HAD WRITTEN NOTES RE T MATTER ON IT.
lk wtf. on my table, i SWEAR there were many other kinds of paper to write on.
y taint what my frens gave me with stuff from t school?
i treasured t card ohkays?
fk. im crying lk a loser.
wad's t purpose of having BIG EYES tt were always admired by ppl if u fking dont use them?
fking pls, eyes are used for SEEING. if u dowanna use them, den knn get uglier eyes man.

so as to not mix random issues tgt, here's another post abt t recent stuff
starting from Olvls HCl

i so freaking screwed up for t paper.
why?
#1 i didn even feel lk taking t paper
#2 it was miraculous i sat for it
#3 i was so not bothered by it i was late for school
#4 it was pretty amazing i cld keep awake tru t entire two papers
#5 i went outta point for my essay realised it but decided against re-writing it.
#6 paper 2 was so uber boring my thots kept drifting
#7 summary was done in a haste simply by copying wdv i thot made sense
#8 i spent some tyme doodling and cancelling out wad i wrote on t blanks left in t last few mins. explains y i didn manage to complete t paper
#9 tyme was wasted checking t clock. to c how long more it gna take before it all ends
#10 i cldn freaking be bothered.

10 good reasons. get t picture alrd?
xD

i think guys nowadays are decreasing in terms of t lvl of usefulness
dere was this loser who insulted me saying tt im worse thn a prostitute and 2 sentences ltr, he said " i didn say i was saying u"
firstly, i refuse to accept t fact tt his english sucks to such an extent.
secondly, he isnt blind.
but thirdly, he IS stupid.
it was hilarious trying to make out what he was talking abt with him twit-talking and t mixture of bad dialect despite t fact tt he told me not to act angmor with him.
ohmygod. i didn noe i was acting english. i merely conversed with him in english tt was way btr thn his.
-,-"

maybe it was my fault i failed to realise tt he is extremely short-sighted(not true) to t extent tt he cant c his reflection clearly in t mirror.
commment from his fren " he sibey bhb one"
gettit?
i refuse to let t matter rest coz a FUCKING UGLY GUY insulted me
cmon. if he's smarter or at t very least good looking, i cld have laughed it off coz it gives him more rights to insult me.
BUT HEY, TT GUY LOOKS LK HIS FACE HAS BEEN RAN OVER BY SOME HUGE VEHICLES.
[aww.. i pity him coz he hasn experienced such a tragedy but looks lk an unfortunate victim]
ohkay, im egoistic. & i cannot tolerate wimps.

given tt he pissed me off so much, i decided to pick a fight-,-
tt guy knew wad was coming next and he spammed.
yes, i repeat, SPAMMED
" LALALA. i happy"
r e p e a t e d l y.
intelligence, pls.

anw, i gtg prepare for work.
thx for paying attention to my incessant ranting(:

thx f t memories(:
yupps. tt was t main part of all i wanted to say to u guys, esp to my beloved R-family.
u guys reallie made 4b a muchmuchmuch nicer place & so, THX!
i gna miss y'all.
rawrr!

& so, last day in rv[for me, i hope] came and went.
weird but instead of feeling happy to be outta this shythole, im kinda sad tt im leaving my frens.
lk WTF! this is so unlike me
but anw, GOODBYE RV-for gd.
& WE'LL KIP IN CONTACT DARLINGS xD
yupp. this makes more sense ^^

oh yes, 4B!
im so freaking proud of t fact tt none of us has to be retained considering tt we're one of t not-so-gd classes in t entire lvl.<3

kinda at a loss of what to update & how to so yea, i guess i'll kip my thots to myself for this(:
ahwells..

heyas!
PASSERBY CLAIMS TO BE A GUY!
ohmigodohmigod.. i didn want to update but this finding is lk so WOW i simply cldn contain it.
hmmm... to think he* actually has a cock.
sry for sounding crude bt yea! PASSERBY SAYS HE* NEEDS CONDOMS!
thot tt he* wanted them for his fingers or smth initially..
i feel so freaking bad i neglected tt puny part of him* despite t attention he* gives me & t effort he* puts in to gain my affection.
it's lk i cant live w/o him* tagging:)

ohkay.. back to t point..
im currently wondering abt t cupsize of passerby's bra>,<
& really... U MEAN PASSERBY HAS IT?!

ps: * shows t presence of ambiguity

i so do not wna go to school tmr coz deres a mock paper.
damn t pointlessness of it.
lk seriously, so what if we sit for it?
we're going for t real challenge on WEDNESDAY-,-
doubt we'll even have t tyme to mark t papers.
gawd.
pls dont let it be a full chinese day tmr. i gna act sick & go home

dear, it still gna be for always even if we meet less(:

i guess today gna be another boring day with me getting stuck at home.
RAWR!
at home = do essay plan for chinese + slack + ~~STARE INTO SPACE~~
ohkay.. i'll admit tt ive got absolutely no life
let's hope tt passerby gna come along so i'll have company(:

went to bml with dear&weiliang
i was being super noti sitting farfar away from dear sometimes =X
regretted aft tt when i started missing his hugs. lmao
gaaaahs!

olvlHCl's FINALLY COMING!
excuse me, i aint crazy to look forward to it coz t tchers gna quit nagging aft tt(:
it's so freaking worthwhile can?!
think my results gna depend on my mood though.
i dont quite intend to stress myself up over finishing t papers xp
think it gna be gd enough if i bother going for it.

lalas!~
passerby pls pass by ohkays? I'LL NEED ALL UR ATTENTION(:

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