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Thursday, July 31, 2008
oh-my SOTONG i cant believe i was late for school coz i freaking took t bus to t wrong stop and thn took t wrong bus coz i saw 11 as 1.. total dumbness.. but yet again, isn yingting filled with tt? HOHOHO pics and 4 other commandments shall be up tmr.. tired.. oh yes.. AMC today sucked totally for a dumbdumb lk me.. i left t last 5 open-ended qns blank coz i decided to be smart.. since t probability of me getting a qn correct is 1/999 if i bothered guessing, i supp it wasn worth my tyme. HOHOHO! & i saw t clock wrongly and panicked.. ZZZZZZZZ & i gotta try ace-learning. think i gna ace t other way round though.. hmmmm... xD Wednesday, July 30, 2008 truely, deeply, madly crazy day today was fine with truckloads of laughter perhaps t short day took out t moody side of everyone despite t ecture from co-form;D math lesson was on Sets and stuff lk tt MRLIU WAS SO ZI-HIGH it got all of us laughing coz of t extreme lameness contradictory but yea.. [shall not blog abt t rest of t periods until...] PDP! came up with our class rules as co-form demanded much btr den doing some shyt on leadership i supp.. & aft much discussion... we came up with out 10 HOLY commandments here goes t first 6 t other 4 shall be up with t pics maybe tmr xp thou shalt not go to t toilet for more thn 10 mins thou shalt do classroom duty willingly thou shalt not be late for mre thn 10mins [when going to laba and stuff lk tt] thou shalt not swear tou shalt not play games in class thou shalt not make racist comments xpxp contemplated asking t POPE in our class(timothy) to sign it disclaimer: t contents of t post bear no ill-intentions of making fun of religion. Tuesday, July 29, 2008 t empty past & it all makes sense. nth happend & nth will evt's simply a story illustrated on a blank piece of paper- nothing i hate t way im so weak now control's what i need but losing bit by bit at t same time i wish i cld stop thots of u from sneaking into my mind in t most unsuspecting moments i wish t tears wld stop coming whenever i think of u it's & it's equally stupid to be unable to cry evt out when i really need a gd cry worse still, it's pathetic how i have to cry on t pretext of being affected by a show tell me what to do i do it best when i act based on my instincts yet i do it worst at t same time Sry and goodbye i cant take it anymore. thx for evt but u aint t one i get it now. Sunday, July 27, 2008 i just wna be a doll who is loved, pampered and smiling w/o feeing anth & who is filled with emptiness im tired of crying myself senseless every night since tt day i hate falling aslp in tears and waking up halfway in t middle of t nite only to cont crying till i fall aslp again i wish i can be stronger i just wna erase u frm my mind im sry. & u dont have to care im finally back. but without knowing what i want yet again, i certify tt im a bitch. what do ppl call a gal who has feelings for another guy but gets herself a bf coz tt guy loves her? ans: a BITCH give me t name of a gal who gets a bf aft being told to go for other guys ans: BITCH what kinda gal is one who has a bf only coz tt guy makes her feel secure? ans: a BITCH it says it all ive got no explanation/ reason for what im doing now i just dont wna think abt it thx for t cruelty Thursday, July 24, 2008 it ended in tears. u didnt realise but he did & u wld have previously i dont get y on a higher note, i can sure fake well! noone knew i was crying over t phone which means i have good control hohos! [maybe i haven managed to fool LPY but nvms;D] school today was tiring & unglamourous.. Wednesday, July 23, 2008 sorry i really didn mean to lose my temper at you i just cant stand it anymore u wont get it coz i dont get it too Sunday, July 20, 2008 hellos world;D im back! haven been updating for kinda long coz i simply dont feel lk doing so [alrights.. it's just tt ive been having a goddamn hell lot of moodswings ok?] but anw, i gna begin with a quiz xP 1.Who is your first love? define love first. 2.What do people first say when they see you? HEY [smth] ! 3.Do you like peanut butter? yepps! 4.Most memorable place? somewhere in sabah:) 5.Who is the last in your receive call? eugene low 6.What's your favourite ice-cream? mint? strawberry? it kinda depends on my mood too 7.Do you have enemies? no. [actually yes but i treat them as non-existant. just aint worth my attention] 8.You like to go out grocery shopping? NO! but i dont mind a shopping date xP 9.Can you dance? no, even to save my life 10.Do you believe in God? used to. maybe for now. 11.First thing to do when you wake up tomorrow? feel grouchy tt i cant slp more 12.What's your zodiac sign? MONKEY! 13.Your name spelled? yting;D 14.Where were you born? SGH 15.Who's your crush? nobody currently 16.Are you talking on the phone right now? nahs 17.Do you like rollercoasters? i dont know! 18.Are you missing someone at the moment? yes but no thx 19.Would you go bungee jump or skydiving? neither. they get my hair messy.. JUST KIDDING YEA! 20.Are you shy? =X 21.Do you think you are popular? in a bad way, yes 22.Chips or popcorn? POPCORN! 23.Are you a good cook? ROFLMAO had quite an early nite ytd coz there was noone to entertain." decided tt it wldn be worth t wait for phonecall(s) & i was right. i was so hoping u cld prove me wrong but nvms! it aint t first time anyway ;) Wednesday, July 16, 2008 u dont have to care ^.^ & ive accepted tt Tuesday, July 15, 2008 boy, u left me waiting again i guess im used to it. racial harmony celb's nxt monday and im soooo fking stressed up over t class stall it seems lk deres still so much mre to do thx ART comm gals for designing such a cute flyer and getting it photocopied & of coz, thx to those mascots-to-be & everyone who chipped in to help ya? 4everBagus gna make it:D im so fking tired i hate school:( & freak.. this post's kinda random too but one gd thing xpxp I DROPPED PHYS! no thx to ttw tho! Saturday, July 12, 2008 im back:D & wondering what to write.. NEOWENJIE IS MISSED? haha nahs.. tt pig always abandons me for camps. TSK! Wednesday, July 09, 2008 i was just wondering.. been kinda procrastinating on hwk and stuff quite alot these days i dno if it's coz im lazy or smth just dont feel lk doing them i think of them, get stressed up & finally give up. simply pretend tt they dont exist. seriously, wtf am i doing?! met babyNich and angeline today:D laggedd at tbp alone aft tt, trying to recall what i wanted to buy memory has been failing me recently one moment i gna rmb i havta do smth & t nxt moment, i gna be thinking real hard of wad i need to do freakfreakfreak.. anyway as i was dragging myself arnd, i was wondering y i was wasting precious tyme when dere's actually quite alot to be done i so fking do not know wad i want. this cant go on. at this rate, my shatec dream gna be gone with tyme too. Sunday, July 06, 2008 call me crazy if u want to even after all tt has happened, it's still u boy.. rmb t way u shouted at me and made me apologise in front of 9 of ur frens for smth tt wasn even my fault to begin with? recall t way i tried fighting back only to give in in t end yes, it was partly coz him* & her* but mostly, it was because of YOU i cldn help but steal looks at you from time to time when u werent noticing, wondering why i had bothered getting things to this stage instead of apologising i wanted to ask all sorts of qns. i wanted to talk to u i wanted to know evt. in t end i gave in coz i didn want you to hate me more. yes im dumb. but so what? back at home as i thot tru t whole thing, i cldn stop myself from thinking of every single bit of u which i etched in my mind during t short meeting. t way u laughed, t way u looked when u were angry even how u looked when u confronted me somehow i fell aslp with tears streaming down my face & there u were, in my dream, doing things u wld nv have done for me in real life funny as it seems but in t dream, i told myself it's all a dream & willed myself to slp on fk. i just wna forget you but no, i cant with every bit of u etched so deeply in my mind. Friday, July 04, 2008 a nightmare i refuse to wake up from hellos ppl(: im back aft sosososososo long bet u guys missed me HOHO this week's okayish except for smth which happend on wed left me so totally pissed off and upset cant be bothered to elaborate or i gna be ranting and bitching nonstop =X & can i say i hate my phys tcher pls? fking gl, xl, bl faggot. oh man..im vicious.. NWJ! U R FREAKING MISSED! |
yting l. 
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