nth worth believing in

toodles!

went for class chalet ytd aft shopping for bbq stuff wif dar,junwen,nkf&mamaShane. it was freaking hilarious initially coz dere was only dar & i before t other 3 ppl joined us & yea..
we kinda attracted lotsa attention from t ppl dere.
i was totally lk going "im single and not pregnant". yea.. tt's if u peepo gettit..

i sososo totally love Cas,VengYi,Michelle! teehee..
thx Cesty&Veng f t gifts!
& Michelle for making me laugh uncontrollably when im half drunk and tipsy.
though she helped get water to make me more "sober", still, THX URH!

wanted to stay another day coz it was supp to be a 3d2n chalet but dere was so probs with t admin thing which is y im blogging now instead of tmr
[lk durhh]

guess it's bedtyme for me now coz im real tired. probs in t family etc. im really gna go nuts if anth happens,

lastly,
toCass: GF, thx for t help! i hope it goes well for u<3
toDar: thx f being dere f me when i was "drunk" & when i broke down tday. Sry i made u worry so much. i will put in mre effort. ily

nites(:

toodles xD post #401 gna be a lil long. perhaps with "winded" as well
genting trip was kinda ohkay-ish only..
aint exactly fantastic but bearable only coz i gna spend loads of $$ paying for my hp bill with all t overseas msgs and calls which kinda saved me from t EMO-MONSTER evd.
gaaaaahs.. i desperately nid cash!!! anyone wna be my money santa? xDD

ohfk.. im shallow.. but hey, im desperate for CASH.
yes. t S11 [$]

xmas aint exactly merry coz i wasnt allowed to ton in town as promised by my mum before t trip.
fag.. im feeling so cheated.WTF
andandAND!

...& guess what im doing now o,O
sitting in my cousin's shop & waiting for customers coz he's out with his gf & frens.
oh-so-merry-xmas.

alrights! i shall stop being a miserable cow [or sld i say MONKEY?]now.
CLASS CHALET'S ON T WAY! i may pop by to visit tho i doubt i gna stay over.
idk yet. RAWRR

hmmm.. at least he's near me now xD

weets.. this is my 400th post xDD
& im HAPPY[idk y] though tired at t same tyme

currently at cousin's shop w/o having anth to do.
wj on t line with me now..
HE PASSED NLVLS OVERALL [yays!]
none reached t targets i set but ohwell.. Nvms
really gLAD TT HE PASSED xDDD
hope Janet, Peng & etc does well too lorhs!

speaking of which, 511 chalet was <3
it was lk t craziest chalet ive ever attended ohkays..
im a noob>,<

love-ytingg

tootsie..
no sales since 1pm. lk wtf-,-
im SAD. ohkays... im not..
just IRRITATED.

somePERSON is nagging at me now coz he claims tt he is wuxim enough to come pei me unlike me who cant be bothered to even have lunch with him.
HOHOHOHO

c la.. im lk nice enough to blog abt him CAN?!
him: "thx huh.. cancancan"
so sacar..
eediot.

[edit]
seems tt things aint tt bad alrd xD
closing sales was lk 138$
~happy!

suffering economy=dieting spending power.
true huhs?
heeheehee
ppl sld start being shopaholics manzxzx

coz im bored outta my ass>,<
it takes patience sitting and waiting for buyers & so i shall meditate
[gets into legs crossed position]

MUAHAHAHAHA!
shucks.. am i bored outta my brains too? xD
nutcase..

i wun cry no matter what coz it gna be up to u alrd

i was wrong to believe, wasn't i?
how fking silly it was of me to have trusted your lies & placed faith in t deceiving promises all along;
& lastly, to be clinging on to t sharp edges of Hope.

yes. t same Hope which has forsaken every effort i made in trying all along & turned a blind eye to t rivers of tears each night.

knowing what inflicts pain allows for chances to avoid t "dangers"
yet, im turning my back to t Exit, going tru t process of desperate grasping on t slivers of Hope, based on Believing in untruths, in t end falling again.
again & again just to gain t bit of affection even if it's a fraction of tt previously.

i wish i cld experience t familiarity of it all.

baby, pls tell me i wasn't wrong to believe.
show me you meant everything you said. prove me wrong in doubting you, pls.
im sorry for acting lk a total spoilt brat.
i understand & i will no longer refuse to.
i will accept tt im second place to your frens and be contented tt i have you.
pls just prove me wrong.

im tired of crying myself to slp.
im sick of acting lk i dont care, lk this matter aint affecting me.
& i really miss t feeling of knowing tt you were dere.

i cant go on anymore

shucks. poor blog's MUTE now.

ALL BECAUSE I DUMBLY DELETED MY PLAYLIST ACCIDENTALLY

damnsdamnsdamns...
im ;( now. & it's real dumb to be mourning over t loss of "speech" tt can be recovered when i have t mood to do so

traffic jam again to jb says:
hi
traffic jam again to jb says:
wo ai ni

♥Dino C. Pig says:
lols
♥Dino C. Pig says:
thx but ure?

traffic jam again to jb says:
i am ernest from fs
traffic jam again to jb says:
can i be with u

♥Dino C. Pig says:
hahas!
♥Dino C. Pig says:
y t sudden urge?

traffic jam again to jb says:
cause i like u,wan to be with u
traffic jam again to jb says:
i dun wan pp get u
traffic jam again to jb says:
can

♥Dino C. Pig says:
erh
♥Dino C. Pig says:
cannot xp

traffic jam again to jb says:
dun disappoint mi k
traffic jam again to jb says:
why

♥Dino C. Pig says:
im taken lol

traffic jam again to jb says:
:(

♥Dino C. Pig says:
cmon xD

traffic jam again to jb says:
can intro mi a few gals not attacted

♥Dino C. Pig says:
guys maybe..
♥Dino C. Pig says:
tt's my gf in t pic i mean my dp

traffic jam again to jb says:
ok

♥Dino C. Pig says:
so ure game for guys?

traffic jam again to jb says:
yup

♥Dino C. Pig says:
just asked arnd
♥Dino C. Pig says:
they aint interested tho..
♥Dino C. Pig says:
maybe u cld try out some dating websites?

traffic jam again to jb says:
ok

♥Dino C. Pig says:
(:

conclusion: he's metrosexual&desperate. xD interesting ppl to be met online explains why i prefer t virtual world as my playground

shucks.
im tired of this skin alrd but i cant find anth esle to replace it.
somehow, nth seems to catch my eye.
& so i shall stick to it until dere's smth which suits my mood;)

& freak..my feet hurt

yting l.

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