nth worth believing in

th prev post was dated monday coz it was a draft.
LMAO. i fell aslp halfway ytd>.<

was late for RHT today
& i wore biz tee + Fbts + sandals to school giving me th total 刚睡醒look
superbly tired.
went crazy during rht. was discussing abt cup-size instead of th writing practice.
super LOL-ed
met bii after tt xD

but i still want more hugs.
greedygreedy me!

& anw, HAPPY2nd(:
no sweet msgs for u this time. instead, congratulations
HAHA! im so thick skinned

^(oo)^

& ive neglected my blog again D:
currently drifting in and out of slp, trying to get this post done.
questionaire and ? ltr.
hmmm...

today's dad's bday
HappyBdayDaddy xD
dinner @ coffee club while my dearest had kfc and went aljunied with his frens.
IM SO GOING TO CHANGI horhs..
some meano.. he's forever lazy to have kfc w me & HE ATE WITH HIS FRENS.
UNFAIR!
so i shall complain more abt him xD
can totally imagine is "wahlau...." reaction

im srsly exhausted after rushing tru proj.
sry for th late submission peeps.. 10% gone. im really sry..

ytd: a typical sunday. + facial.
dead. missed him. & th bestest part.
CRAB for dinner <3

sat was suuuuperb.
that lazy bf of mine acc me to the library to get my stuffies done.
bullied him lk mad th whole day coz he was suffering from muscle aches. im such a kind gf xP
but my kindness is justified alrights?
HE ABUSES ME OK!

* i wanted to upload th proof but blogger's such a bitch. next time..*
anw dinner was super crazy. tt baby boy ate 1 upsized McSpicy meal+ 2other burgers.

verdict: he's a pig.

laughed th way home. LOLs
mostly at him. HOHOHO

<3

"Sometimes u cannot believe what u see, u have to believe what u feel. & if u are ever going to have other people trust u, u must feel that u can trust them, too - even when ure in the dark. Even when ure falling."
-Tuesdays with Morrie

i think i gna have to get it.
coz we promised.
& i believe he gna be dere for me, always=)

home alr.
thx jane for MILO xD

& loads of things happend tday.
abit stupid. 颖婷没脸见人了啦!
firstly, i nearly fell when i was walking. dere was ALOT OF PPL SAW & th best thing was i dont know how i managed to trip.
secondly, i so expertly dropped my bag when it was on my lap during commsk lessons. we were doing a "test" and i went OMG coz my hp was sent sliding.
thirdly, I NEARLY WENT INTO TH GUYS TOILET. tt isnt th most embarrassing part. th reason why i didn go in was coz i nearly bumped into a guy coming out & realised my mistake. he was pretty amused and told his fren. zZ & i had to meet him again along th walkway..
fourthly, th way i slept on th train on my way home..2 words to describe it..UNIQUELY UNGLAMOUROUS.

off to shower & it's assigments time alr.
again=(

有想我吗? 我很想你.

missing bii loads while in th library.
went for iht lect,cldn stand th lecturer and went off.
HE'S LK SUPER DRAGGY CAN?! think he's trying to make full use of th 2hrs.
cant stand it. thank goodness i was sitting at th back.
anw off to do work now.
updates ltr if ive time xD

hello. im still in th process of rushing tru Iht report.
so dead. this is crap la.. despite all th research th others did, i still got loads to reasearch on.
plus th editing.
machiam rewriting th whole thing. freaks. i miss th rv peeps when it comes to projs.

on a lighter note, i had lunch with bii ytd @ gwc xD
was missing him so decided to try my luck in getting him out.
thx for peiing me <3
too bad we aint gna be able to meet until fri.

21days left;(
no, i aint gna cry. coz we gna make it & having him's enough.
oh yea... i just rmb.. SOMEONE was supp to watch Drag Me to Hell with me.
wonder who.
LOL

back to th report.
tatas!

more time needed for everything.
sooo much work=(
i hate school.

thx for th second chances. & im sry i still clung on to u when i gna need time to trust & believe again.

做回以前那个不会轻易相信，那么依赖男生的我会不会好一点？
至少不会有所要求与期望，自然而然也不会给他人压力而自己也不会失望（：

shall not think so much
evt's still ok.

only my work isnt>.<
woke up freaking out.
was trying to recall what lessons we have on wednesday(15/7).
was fking afraid we gna have presentations.
i dont know, not yet.
th only tut's commsk.

acc to kerry, our first presentation's on 17th
plsplspls let it be lk tt.

oh, it's sat alr and ive got mountains of undone work.
congratulate me(:
time check 0251hrs.
wow.
sldve known btr thn to stay up in attempt to do work waiting for some reply yeas?
ahwells.
i shall stop being such a dumb ass.

ltr gna be work rushing session somewhere.
hopefully, i gna be able to wake up early.
i think im tired enough to fall aslp imm w/o thinking of too many other stuffs now.
good.
no crying tonight(:

goodgal says goodnight!

im sry for th attitude. i cant help it. & im not explaining it either

我不知道自己为什么一直在把你推开.对不起

im being unreasonable. th way my mood fluctuates and changes is getting super hard to comprehend. im struggling to tolerate the extreme moodswings, too.
sometimes i wonder if i expect too much.
maybe not, to others, but ive thot it tru. those expectations.. im selfish.
so im not letting u know them. not even tru hints, leaving u to get th msgs.
yet, it's freaking difficult to be trying to control myself whn to others, those demands are all within limits.

dont want u to change.
dont want u to sacrifice as well.
but cant help wondering if...

forget it.
i said nth in this post.
it isnt much anw..

im home lk soooooo early..
can u imagine?
me sitting in my room at 5plus?! WOW RIGHT?
rofl

& guess what..
tt noti bii of mine can read chinese!!
he say he cant >.< feels bluff-ed
eew!
i shall do it in french/jap next time.. AS IF I CAN. LOL
hmmm..
more cheem chinese perhaps! xD

不知道为什么,自己有时在不知觉中会突然想起你很快就要离开而感到伤心,开始哭泣.
现在也一样.
其实,我真的觉得自己有点傻, 总是担心着一些没必要担心的事而因无畏的事落泪,扰乱情绪.
还记得我们正式交往前, 你一直提醒我你将会离开一段日子,要我重新考虑是否真的要和你在一起的决定. 事实上, 当时的我并没有想象到自己会对你如此的依赖才坚持不改变主义的;X
听起来, 我好象有点后悔吧?
放心啦! 本小姐不但没有后悔,还依然很爱很爱你(:

黄进光!! 拜托你快点学会怎么照顾自己, 不要像小孩子一样了啦!
RAWRR！

lmao. this post's so random it's damn funny.
purposely did it in chinese>.<
sorry uh bii..

at least my mood got btr.
off to ECONS again. fks

danna's off to slp alr.
eew.. im left alone to finish econs.
yet to get started. dead.

list of things to complete as well
1 Service evaluation
2 FnB menu
3 EC indiv assignment
4 iht report

goddamns. im so dead.
& i wna watch movie/spend more time with bii at th same time>.<
sighs.

27 soon.
kill me.

been sometime since i updated yeas?
tt's th adv/disadv of plurk!
it's so convenient i update stuff dere and neglect this blog.
oww.. sorry ad0lled.bs, u noe i still love you(:

ve been seeing precious for th past few days.
thx bii(: for taking time out for me.
im greedy aint i? always reluctant to go home at th end of th day?
sry im so naughty
i reallyreallyreally dont wna let u go x.x

28.
im still forever wishing tt time wld stop everytime we're tgt.
& sry for always being too busy for u.

だいすき,danna(:

im crazy.
but i cant stop crying.

one last tyme(:
im gna be a good gal and stop being such a baby alr.
pingping SMILE too alrights? xD

lala!
guess wad.. th lazy bum wasnt tt lazy today
xD
meaning, he's just beside me now <3

i shall go do my work.
wheees!

ps clarine still insists tt he's eew tho
& he just realised wad it was..

"u all damn bad lehh.. blahblah"-weewee

im sad-ed coz im stuck at bml trying to get into my complete-all-th-work mood.
obviously failing coz im toooo tempted by online shopping, fb-ing etc>.<
discipline.
it all flew outta th window.

wondering if i gna be able to see my lazy bf today xD
he's currently eating maggie lol! kinda surprised he aint too lazy to cook.
MUAHAHAH!
latest update: he's planning not to cook it anymore but he's veryvery hungry.
tt silly boy..

snapping back into reality,
HWK OMGGG!
freak th projs and assignments.

byebyee

i was supp to be aslp long ago but i cant seem to stop thinking.
sry bii..
coz somehow, tears cant stop flowing.
i sld really stop being silly, i know. but i keep thinking of th 1 mth.
it's alr th 13th.
fks.

ytd's proj meeting was a flop.
Jane&i jst cldn get anth out. concluded tt we gna meet agn on sun
stressed up totally. wonder where my ability to handle proj went to.
wanted to watch dance subaru alone but didn quite have th mood.
& i threw a freaking tantrum again.
im sry bii.. i dno why i reacted lk tt.. i really dont.
&thx for coming out tho ure tired.

"playground time" lk we used to only tt this time, i was trying hard not to cry agn despite th smiles.
& all th while i was wishing time cld stop temporarily so tt we cld stay dere for a while longer.
just feels lk time's going too fast now.
yet, it gna slow down when he's away. [stupid time. dno how to automatic abit ar?]
i cant help but wonder if dere's enough to last us tru, worrying if tt silly boy gna be alright & taking care of himself well etc.
im sure we both gna wait. but i dont know how we gna handle this
i told babyJ tt i cant be crying for th 100++++ days he's away.
yet i know i cant be pretending tt nth's missing.
i dont wna cry coz it gna make him worry mre but i really cant help it.

freak.
tell me why dere are so many "but"s when simply believing in each other's th key to everything alr.
im such a big dumbdumb.

freak again to th fact tt i cant slp now coz firstly, ive yet to stop crying. secondly, my nose's all blocked up i cant breathe properly alr.
thirdly, i cant stop thinking.

updating(: & im in school now with JANEdajie XD
projectprojectproject..

just read pingping's blog.
emo mode alr>.<
sighs..
argh.. dno wad to type. cheerups?

bii.. u baka! ur fault la...
;(

shall go watch dance subaru alone ltr if i still feel lk it xD

for now, no food=no medicine.
again.

fcks. im here to curse and swear at myself for getting more sick.
spent th whole day slping alr but it isnt getting btr.
think it's coz i didn eat anth until lk 1 hr ago.
zZ
no food=no medicine.
no medicine+sleep= wake up feeling lk crap.
felt so awful i actually cried.
& th best part.. i fell aslp crying.
damn gross waking up with dried tears>.<

totally shivering when im feeling damn hot alr.
fks lol!
tell me what to do.
do i keep HOT or Cold?

earthlings,
i got worse.
& im pissed off.

had to postphone proj meeting w. jane dajie coz of th dumbass fever.
damnx.
stupid temp keep rising.
dont lk being sick.
RAWR! angryangryangry.

class outing at ecp can?!
& im missing babyj a whole super lot.

plus my dad keeps telling me it's swine flu.
wtf.
gna go to th doc ltr.

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

saw this somewhere online & i cldn stop laughing xD
WEEWEE cant ever say im weird coz he's weird too!
proven fact.lalas~

did i tell u?
he's lk sooooo mean.
no replies for me D:
wonder what he's up to.

RAWR!
WEEWEE! IM MISSING U >.<
not you but U. muahahahaha!

thinking abt it.. it isnt such a good idea for me to blog when im having a stupid fever which got higher instead of lower yea?
i seem to have gone a lil crazier thn usual. hmmmmm...

just a random post coz im super duper pissed off abt having to do th laundry stuff.
i HATE doing laundry. emphasis,HATE.
anw th below content has nth to do with me ranting abt having to do laundry.
id rather slp.

dont get why ppl always say stuff lk just be natural, why wna go for plastic surgery when u have t looks tt ure born with etc.
it's srsly o.O, really.
i mean.. if u can do smth to make urself pretty, why not? if u have th cash to. lk durh.
im born ugly. & i DO NOT wish to stay ugly for th rest of my life.
i mean.. who doesnt wna be pretty?
wait. i gna admit this first. im super shallow. stop telling me that.

i reallyreally dont mind being some half-human for th number of plastics ive gone tru if i stop looking lk a total ______(insert word) im too busily puking after seeing my reflection in th mirror.

#1 liposuction before i start rolling around
#2 boob job. im sick of th Acup. rofl
#3 jawline. i rather have my mum's face shape thn my dad's
#4 nosejob. a minor one maybe.. tho i think i'll leave tt to th last.
#5 some waist thingy whereby they remove lk part of ur ribcage to make a smaller waist.

lmao.
i can totally imagine y'all freaking out.
i most prolly wun get any of those other thn #1,2,5
#3 just isnt tt realistic.

hmm.. maybe i was kidding abt everything.
perhaps not.

lalala! feeling much btr now xD
off to handle th fking irritating load of laundry.
my mum aint even ironing my clothes anymore so tell me..WHY TH HELL DO I HAVE TO DO LAUNDRY again.. zZ

im BarbieNoobshyt & michelleP's PigProPee
it's th new names w. extensions(:
pee insists that her's is cute. hmphf! MINE'S CHIOER xD
i shall stop being bhb.

ytd started lk a bitch.
ask bii for a breakup. coz i got overly emo>.<
sorry babyy.. im so not letting u go again, ever.

& guess what..
WE ACTUALLY MET UP YTD xD
bii's dog's super noisy.& he kept nagging me to hurry up & leave it alone.
so mean to doggy right? -agrees-

anw, we headed lilINDIA & Bugis.
i was being a noti girl not wanting to go home. sry uhh.. i admit im noti alr>.<
but it's btr den being th SUPER UNGLAM PIG rites? xD
i so swear tt my baby boy has no social awareness & ettiquete.
y'all wun wna noe wad super not glamourous stuff he did.
it was cute tho.. him acting lk a total kid xD
<3

& rmb i mentioned him being super mean in one of my prev posts?
i lost count of th no of times he said "kiss my ass ar" to me. TOTALLY!
so.. i shall not be nice either xDDDDD

now for super super classic moments of th day. hilarious.
he so gna kill me when he reads this

#1 tt silly boy actually sent a splot of mayo flying to th lady @ th table beside us when we were having our dinner at BK. dont know where it landed tho.. it just flew over and disappeared.
& bii actually spent nearly th whole time looking lk he was checking her out, trying to find th mayo.

#2 bii's a sua gu
iluma existed since ____(fill in th date) &... i think i dont have to elaborate.
it was a major discovery.

#3 "excuse me" when burping isnt an excuse to not attempt to silence an extremely loud burp. LMAO

#4 while walking me home, bii met his "long-lost" fren & th convo ended with...
a) a compliment abt him becoming more shuai +
b) last time no style one. play soccer only.
it was super hilarious. got me laughing for a considerable amt of time.
im still laughing at th memory of it.
MUAHAHAHA!

still, im loving WEEWEE loads xD stupid blur mean pig ^^

i dont know what im doing, crying over and over again.
stop telling me that.
i know im being stupid.
i wna believe in forever, in all th promises we have totally.
yet it's a painful decision to make.
so many times ive chosen to believe & so many times th promises failed me sometimes it's really btr not believeing.

he's different, i know.
but will i ever be good enough for him?

confused. in tears.
& wishing u were by me, comforting me despite all tt happened, telling me u wldn leave me no matter what.
this time i will believe in it.
if u wldn be burdened.

toDearest:
i guess it isnt tt ure angry with me but in fact, hurt by what i said to th extent anger was felt instead. i realise how badly i let u down. & im truely sorry.
wad's done & said cant be taken back, this i know all too well but still, forgive me wld u?
as ive always said, it isnt tt i dont trust u. it's me. i dont know if i can control myself & i know it so well that im a slut. -yes i know u dont want me calling myself tt but it's th truth- i dont wna end up leaving u, hurting u after u believed in us.
reality hurts, this i know. yet, it exists.
& i know i hurt u when i looked at stuff in such a realistic way but silly, dont u realise we've still got a long way to go?
it's not tt i lack faith in our promises,us. we gna keep them as long as we can, im sure. but really, only time can prove evt.
& time changes things.
i exp loads of this alr, rmb?

baby, dont u realise tt it takes alot for a gal to do such stuff?
& she doesnt expect th other person to regret.
it's th same for me. evt we did, i really wish u wldn feel guilty or get burdened by responsibilty.
just be happy we had those moments tgt wld u?
i snapped back into reality and said those hurtful stuff coz i really dont want u to have so much to bear simply coz of th stuff we do tgt, our promises.
reality hurts. that's why fantasies make a rs beautiful, keep it going. wdv's based on imagination, ideals make up such a large,impt part in a rs.
yet, ure getting burdened by them. & i dont want u to be lk this.
i just wish u gna be able to enjoy th pieces which form our memories eventually & it seems tt being realistic is th only way to let u see tt all tt matters is th present, not th future.
i believe in you. & i believe we gna last long even if "forever" doesnt exist in th end. & i'll love u for as long as u want me to, maybe even longer. no matter what, rmb this alrights?
it gna be real hard for u to understand & i dont quite know how to explain it either.
im sorry, really.
& i promise nv to mention such stuff again.

forgive me wld u?

all i wanted was for us to enjoy every single moment we have, make th love memorable.

im finally updating again(:
& hmmm.. it gna be kinda lengthy so bear with it if ure interested xD
just got home from tbplaza aft movie with my bro.
& tho Terminator Salvation was nice, i dont lk th machines. dont ask why. i dont know either. RAWR!

& now, im gna start from th recent-est stuff xP

o7o6:
reaching for th mobilephone to check for msgs and reading th one from JamesWee th first thing in th morning while in th "trying-to-get-awake" mode
tt's th nice part abt being a pig, waking up after bii xD

th 1hrs plus dere was torture. noone really understands how it feels lk when u dont really exist in th eyes of what's supp to be termed as family members uh?
i dont see why i needed to be dere. merely for my impt aunts and uncles to look good in front of their frens?
it was that bad i spent th entire celebration in th kitchen and was still unable to dodge th missles of sacarsm.
i sooooo freaking wanted to expose th fact tt they dont really care, force them to face th ugly truth tt all tt mattered was their fking reputation.
it's simple actually.
try asking them my name. see th hesitation. im probably HUIting to my dad's mum.

anw i left early with credits to my intelligence for arranging to have facial at 5pm. dad wasnt happy abt it but well, nth he can do too. he noes i dont really give a damn abt what his family thinks, tt i gna just walk off if i get pissed off enough.

im scary when im angry yea?
sorry i aint as good as how u ppl perceive me to be.

anw, thx bii for acc me on th phone while i was at my aunt's house. & for being frank with me xD u wldn believe it but i somehow guessed it alr loL!
im still loving u loads u silly boy<3 hmmm.. after u see th above stuff, u sure u still want this scary gal for life?>.<

o6o6:
woke up super late. dOINKS!
was supp to go out with tt lazy bday boy but we didn in th end.
got Momok out to Bugis instead & I BOUGHT MY BAG despite being super broke alr.
earrings too xP gayness. im so dead.

& th highlight for th day was my dearest bday boy.
no, it isnt what u peeps are expecting but i promised Momok this content.

JAMESwee IS TH NEW EEW gettit?
momok got kinda "irritated" tt my dearest bf refuses to meet her/treat her to nice food and so she started EEEEing and EWWing evt she saw his msg appear in my fone/ my wallpaper.
& she randomly realised tt WEE from back to front is EEW.
basically how my bf becamr EEW xP

we had mcflurry after shopping coz our desert hunt failed.
t mcflurry was watering can?!
& sentence of description? " th mcflurry is so James"
i totally laughed my ass off.sorry ah bii xD

Bii ar.. u btr treat my gal nicely alr lor! ltr she psycho me with her EEW den i dump u how? lmao.. i can totally imagine u saying "dump lor! i know u wun!". damn cute luhhs!

o5o6:
#1 it's th END OF MID SEMS!
who cares if i screwed up big time. i aint brooding over it alr. LOL!

#2 th surprise party xD
toEVERYONE:
thx for helping me along esp Riwei & Zam, th 2 unlucky ppl who were online when i logged into Jame's acc, th ppl who helped spread th msg
& of coz, Sally for all th help to get stuff done, Shasha for talking to me and helping settle th foodstuffs, B&F for acc Zam&i to Simei to get th drinks etc and cake, th two nice peepo who brought tt silly boy dere xD
super duper grateful for all ur help and support despite being hungry while waiting for th bday boy to arrive.
& oh ya.. FOR COMING xDDD
THANKYOUS!

toJAMESWEE:
surprise rite? im pro xD & ure really lucky to have such great frens lor!
hmmm.. & see la! u walk soooooo slow everyone got hungrier.
PLUS! u guys came from th wrong direction making everyone freAK out.
but still, for once u nv complain walking so far to send me home.
not bad xP

hmmm.. i dont really know how to update abt tt lehh..
just tt, im a bad organizer coz im damndamndamn blur kind.
>.<

im finally done updating.
-yawns-
& dearest, u asked me how much i loved u. it's more thn th "alotalot" which i replied(: i love u so much i dont want us to end at all tho it's kinda inevitable for a rs at our age.
& i love u so much i dont ever wna be away from u, ever

im tired but happy(:
shall blog when ive got time ltr on.

& not forgetting,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bii xD -hugs-

bedtime for my brains

uhohs. badly prepared for rht. empty brain.
this is bad.
but im not that stressed over this yet.

what if tmr's a flop?
i really need it to work out fine>.<

こんばんは！
im finally posting after HOURS xD
kinda miraculous i kept th lappy off after babyJ went off.
explains th lack of random updates & th reason why im here tho ive got 2MORE LECTURES' WORTH OF SLIDES TO REVISE.
it's soooo irritating tt i cant get th facts into my head. fine. ive got a puny brain that HATES RHT.[did i mention i dont lk th tcher too?]

i really really wna be a HUGE HUMONGOUS sponge & hope that wdv ive got to know becomes water. this way, i can absorb everything xD [so smart of me!]
i think im getting a severe case of brain flu.

JamesWee: pressie is?
Me: Present!
JamesWee: haha oh i dunno(:
Me:U will get it in some other form xp
Me: Dont think too far hor! U will know soon xp
JamesWee: What is it?
Me: bu gao su ni :)
JamesWee: Wa lao bully haha..
Me: Nv! Haha! T most owe u t real present until i got money lo. Help me find job! haha!
JamesWee: Wa lao don tell me.. Lol.
Me: Mmm.. Y my bii always so curious? C i so nice! I say u curious not kaypo although t latter relates more to u XD
JamesWee: Zzz.. Go and die lar.. Ha! Kiss my ass lol
Me: See who more mean! Bully!
JamesWee: Lol. Too bad haha! Nice to you.. You complain.. Bad also complain.. Lol
Me: Heh. :8r go read my blog xp im as hard to please as u

see! dont u think ive got a suuuper mean bf? [and abusive too]
my complains are justified^^
& ive NEVER complained when he's nice yea? coz im too stunned tt he's actually nice to me. MUAHAHAHA! [sheesh..plus since when was asking me to kiss his ass nice lor!]
fine, i shall stop being evil.

-edit-
now i dont knw how im supp to feel. probably just overreacting. moodswings. wdv. everything's FUCKED UP.

The key to happiness, true happiness is doing what you love most.

& so what do i love doing th most?
slp perhaps. but tt's barely anth near meaningful.
screw this. it's supp to be inspirational yet it's making me freaking confused.

forget it.
im still not over th upset/emo/hurt phase.
i'll be fine soon.
& i hope he's alirght alr.

it isnt ur fault. im sorry too

im too tired to talk alr. too tired to go on arguing.
im not even saying it's ur fault.
i know im in th wrong for lying. but define lies.

i just dont get why u cant be more empathetic since we're going tru th same thing actually.
im starting to see why u chose to "lie" abt ur probs so i wun worry & cause of th other reasons as well.
why cant u understand when it's all th same?

one stupid mistake was all it took.
im failing econs though i knew what was expected.
one small mistake caused me to fk up that badly.
it wasnt merely a screw up.
i cant forgive myself for that.
i promised babyJ i gna do my best, do well.
im pathetic. im stupid, fking stupid.
so wtf am i crying for?

&baby,
im sorry i lied. i wasnt ok at all.
all th while i was joking along, i wasnt fine. i knew u wld leave it at tt. we wldn meet, no point trying to push it.
but well, ure so right(:
i dont need a hug. i managed without it.

もういいよ。

おはよう! yting's up studying(:
so WhEE cant get angry at her since she's a good gal.
oh ya..
おなかがすいた>.<
but im getting fatter alr. plus im damn broke now. overspent last month on i dont even know what.
shall not think abt it. STUDY!

バイバイ！

silly, u know i'll love u always(:
& if i were to be able to hug u now, i doubt i gna be able to let go for a very long time.

fks. i dno why im crying.
study.

hello(: blogging before bathing and studying.
im soooooooooooo not in th mood to study.
super tired & un-motivated.
JIAYOU yting! u gotta do it no matter what!
u gna need it for ur future & up ur chances of overseas attachment,girl xD

erms.. if only i can find motivation in those-.-

anw, headed city hall for abit of shopping=)
barely retail theraphy tho.. & my beloved bf had to deprive me of hugs.
>(
still, sorry babyJ. i was being naughty just now. i'll be good [unlike u]
<3!
& tho i still dno y u ignored me frm ytd until this aftn, im suuuper glad tt things are fine alr.
& im still loving u LOADS xD

yting l.

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