nth worth believing in

tchers sometimes get too encouraging they seem hypocritical-,-
sports day suck-d coz it was er.. BORING
was practically dozing off
OINK

met dear but only for a shortshort tyme):
missing him loads now.. gaaaaaahs

& i want a big hug.
with t promise of forever-ness<3

passerby: love me,love me not. i think ure too funny. take up my suggestion k?

as usual, i slacked while some others went for their lecture.
o,o

missing dear loads now. RAWR
i wish we cld have t freedom to spend time tgt w/o having to lie abt stuff.
):

& i wna be with u, always.

cesty, make it go on(:

& thx f MR BEAN & t letter! <3
was really touched by wad u wrote.
yupps! we gna have a nice date when we're 25!
hees

kinda moody today coz of some random affairs
srsly, i think t average intel lvl of ppl's going down.
way tooo fast for comfort.
yes, it refers to t fella who spouted nonsense over t fone this morning & t secret admirer i have on my tagboard.
call me shameless but i reallie do enjoy t attention not to mention laughing at t stupidity of tt person.
as it seems, i have to agree with tt anonymous tagger tt he/she does have t rights to t freedom of mobility.
technology has indeed granted much to its users hasnt it?
well, in case ure wondering what im getting at, it's simply just tt ive always thought a person whose intellectual capacity is at t extreme end on t negative side on t intelligence scale's crippled by t lack of knowledge on how to get about.
yea, i mean THAT stupid.
however, tt tagger has proven t marvels of science & technology within a few messages.

ignorance is bliss. i believe it now.
stupid actually proved smth w/o having to submit a written report. t next Nobel prize winner?

& so ladies & gentlemen, let us applaud t wonders which advancement has brought us.
perhaps someday, help would be freely rendered to ppl whose ability to identify themselves cease to exist.
hmm.. maybe with t invention of a thinking cap(:
no, improve on it. create a nuisance exterminator.

dear, im really sry for t trouble i caused. thx for staying by me despite it<3

ytd sucks ~~and today sucks more.~~
yupps(:
i managed to mit dear afterall xDD
& so, im happy!

freaking love [hugging] him
dont ever let go of me yea? xp

i suppose she gna murder me for not completing my essays but well, it beats letting her mark sub-standard pieces of work yea?
it's not lk my chinese isnt bad enough.
i dowanna shorten her lifespan(:

i wna c dear tmr too!
he's worrying.. seriously.
hope his back recovers soon.
RAWR

HELLO PPL! class outing tday(:
HAVE FUN!
lmao. one reason y i aint dere's coz i stayed awake over t comp from 3am & oni went to slp at 6+
>,<
was supp to stay awake for t whole nite but i kinda fell aslp urh.

essays undone.
insanity. yes, it's essays with a "S" behind.
not a single miserable one which is enugh to kill most of my brain cells.
GAAAAAAAAhs
so freaking hate chi dept

srsly, im either gna get retained or gna transfer so who gives a damn to t grade i get for Olvls Hcl
total unforgivable lameness
+ actually, even if i fail t papers, we have a whole freaking lot of prcs who'll be uber glad to pull up t average.
so yea, as i said, i dont c t AN-ESSAY-A-DAY point.
sch needs tchers with more brains to qualify to be a sap sch manzxzx.
lk wad's a sch with a percentage of tchers suffering from t lack of intel?

ohgoddamnit.
i feel lk flaming t sch but i freaking do not wish to get a demerit pt or smth
i mean.. it's stupid to get a demerit pt from a retarded institution of learing coz u dont learn anth from getting a demerit pt.
it's not lk i gna stop my criticisms or smth. so yea-,-

as for t flaming, maybe i gna be so elated tt i can leave at t end of t yr tt i settle for smth lk
im FINALLY outta this effing hellhole blablabla;)
tt's how nice i am so pls do consider before slapping a demerit point on me to insult my intelligence.
yes, this goes to tchers who may come to read this.
it's not lk i singled u out to label u as a retard so plsplspls do not own up to being one ohkay?

Peace

shytee.
im still slacking despite t fact tt ive got 1 sihan+abt 3/4 zuowen to go
faggg
crazily..>,<

FLOORBALL TMR!
xD
but i wna mit dear too! rawrr
school stuff always clashes. dont lk them
cant they fit nicely instead f protruding out lk some decorative tt gets in t way?!
seems lk a frigging huge yellow pikachu appearing behind mona lisa in t painting
yes, it's tt bad.
[& im getting attacks from t laughster(laughing monster) imagining it]

HELLOOOOOS!
today was -,- coz -,- stuff happend.
xP

just took photos of t pretty stuff Tard, Cesty, Cousy, Tard^3(poon) & Ahma gave me for my bday only to find out tt i cant upload them coz im currently using my old hp and it has no cable.
GAAAHS
still, thx peepo! <33

schol today was pretty -,- with me not paying attention most of t tyme.
rofl.
so well, i literally slacked tru t whole day
t "movie"we watched during langarts was thot provoking & i was pretty touched by tt moore guy but im too lazy to blog abt it x)
kunch at vivo was [no comments too]
was supp to mit dear today aft ss but was cramping lk mad
wth. iHATEbeing a gal >,<

TODAY'S WAY TOO B O R I N G
im off to do my si han and essay
she looked lk she was wearing pyjamas trousers in school today. eyesore

toots!
took down my playlist cause of a track tt seems to have some probs.
dotted.
it plays fine sometymes ONLY.
lk RAWR

got back some results today.
aint exactly ideal but well, -shrugs- it's not lk me to get overly affected over results with t exception of certain subjects so i aint emoing yet.
LMAO
didn attend bio lecture coz i wanted to mit him earlier & also coz i so effing hate Lim's attitude today.
sucks to t max. wonder what's with tt "ALL OF U HAVE TO ATTEND IT" demand in tt effed up tone-,-
lamer-ism's getting t tchers nowadays.
if she qns me tmr, im so gna just tell her tt im either retaining or transfering so it's a waste of my tyme attending t lecture

went to PS and Cathay with him just now to look for meii's present
finally done shopping for them lol!
kinda extremely belated alrd.RAWR
went to far east aft tt for dinner
<3

shucks im getting broke..

im back again.
& this tyme, i've just received extremely bad news

with 16 days to HCl olvls, preparations will consist of 1 essay a day
LK WTF?!
i think t humanity of tt tcher have gone t way of her dress sense
u guys gettit rite?
ohyes,
post-exam euphoria seems to have travelled t same direction of her looks.
[at an extremely high speed at tt]

GONE

such tchers[she] sld just F[ISH]? themselves instead of inflicting such torture on students for t sake of pleasure.
y F[ISH]? themselves? coz if u've seen how she looks, u wld've agreed tt no one wld F[ISH] ~~for~~ her.
i mean, it's just common sense not to waste time rite?

gawd..this is getting vile.
i sld stop before i effing get a demerit point
but im still pissed

F[ISH] RVHS ANYONE?
nah, dont waste time

im finally updating!
weets~

yeayea.. i noe im supp to be in sch now but well, dere's always a reason y i aint attending school today.
hmm..
& it sucks tt im reallie sick instead of pon-ing
just as we've finished exams too! ;(
effing hell.. to think my fervent wish to fall sick is ans-ed only now when i started wanting to fall sick BEFORE t exams which is lk 23674576weeks ago!
gaaaahs!
shows tt we wont get things we wish too hard for yeas?
damns!>,<

bio sucks big tyme.
& i give up!
tyme for slacking i suppose..

it doesnt reallie matter where i end up
though going to ite gna be lk a waste of tyme, i think it isn't much of an issue anymore (:
i gna be able to c my ganDear if i end up in ite(Dover) too!

tralalas~
im crapping as usual.
& im happy coz i "converted" a bit of my vein to an artery.
looks chio-er now tt it's pink
dont worry, no bleeding was involvedd

tution suckx.
t lesson only served to remind me of how badly i did for my essay, t total screw-up i am.
was scribbling down notes lk mad during tution, trying hard not to cry
i so wanted to just leave t class but somehow i managed to stay tru t lesson.
im still fking pissed off with myself.
~~kill me pls~~

dad & mum aint any btr.
they just cant contain their sacarsm.
LK WTF IS WRONG WITH THEM? IT ISNT AS THOUGH I DIDN TRY
cant they just open their eyes WIDE and fking c that im alrd on t verge of giving up?
i wish they wld just stop making me hate studying even more
it was alrd t wrong decision to have put me in rv & now they have to make it worse
lk WOW

i only want darling by my side now. talking to him made me cheer up so much until my mum had to spoil evt.
eff-ing hell.
if she's as smart as she thinks she is, i doubt i wld have landed in this state

perhaps it feels this way
it has never been that bad before.
& i dont know how im feeling abt it

sry darling. i guess i just wasn myself

it's been so long since i last update & so HERE I AM!
this post gna be kinda not exactly up to standard coz ive only recovered half my blogging mood x(

Hmmm..
alrights, i gna begin with my super delayed bday postxp
yes, im 16 now in case u dont noe
which means,i can play POOL & watch NC16 MOVIES officially!
xP
& to those who wished me, THX yea(:

darling was super duper sweet xP
thx for t card<33
ahwells.. i cant express myself here. RAWR

friday was hilarious.
i screwed up 2 papers in one day though i bothered studying
>,<
freakout out during math coz i thot t dumb paper ends at 10 and i was less thn halfway tru
didn complete it anyway..
chem sucks

& ive got nth to update bt ytd and today
RAWR

& wooyt! nc16 movies!hehheh-evil-

<3 darling,baby

im tired, really.

i wna study for chem but i cant seem to muster t energy to
& i hate this>,<

went out to mit michelle tday coz i realised tt my ss journal(sec3) chose to abandon me at such a crucial moment.
RAWR IT
& thx gal(:

happy bday to me in a matter of hours.
darling seems to have a sweet surprise for me but he refuses to reveal wat it is.
hmmmmm..
i guess i'll wait and c.
he's forever so sweet xpxp

i dno wad to post.
im too tired to think.
damns

im supposed to be studying ut i cant resist t urge to start typing on my comp[as usual]-,-||

& this is totally random
ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU

ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU

ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU ILOVEYOU

tt's 12 "ILOVEYOU"s for each day since 260908(:
& im meaning every single bit of it
rawr! darling, im so missing u now x.x
rmb what i said abt us meeting too early?
i cant wait for EOYs to be over so i can mit u again

i want loads of hugs=X

hmmmm..
currently getting pissed off with hotmail coz it simply refuses to let me delete my mails.
RAWR. tried for 4 times alrd.
i shall ignore it.

hp aint anybtr
it kips lagging etcetc esp when it comes to t sms part
i cant seem to send a msg out successfully ONCE
they kip ending up in my drafts and i'll be lk wondering y i aint getting replies
RAWRx2

yea.. today aint exactly happy pig day
sheesh
>,<
& once again, i reallie wonder what im doing here when im supp to be studying
haven completed ss.
doubt i'll achieve tt though

went studying with Veng,Char,Mich & wk ytd @ changi airport
Wk t genius completed 2 subjects in a day. saddist
think i studied t least coz heee..
I FINALLY MET DARLING xD
[hmm.. he wanted me to update ytd but well, being a pig as i am.... think i dont havta elaborate more]
hmmms..
i seriously have no idea how i gna blog abt how i feel
RAWR

anw, conclusion's tt darling's <3
c, it's all nicely summed up

awwww..
im feeling so fat i wonder how im gna fit into t dress ltr
):

missing darling sososos much.
studying math now.
hope im gna be alright with t applcation part though

& damnx..
my nails are screwedd

i think im nutts(;
nuts as in nutty xpxp
took 5 buses just to get home today
cant be helped tt my brain was in constant activity and yet shutting down at t same time >,<
was thinking of smth though i dno wad i was thinking of.
Hmmmmm...

LangArtsP1 sucks to t max
i thot t education qn was pretty easy but i didn dare attempt it coz i reallie aint sure abt spore education system.
t one about world food was ok too, but i didn think i had enough facts to substantiate my pts.
& so i did t media qn and went out of pt coz i didn understand t keyword
to think i studied when i simply gna screw up in t end
bye to my chances of getting into poly, maybe even shatec

i aint gna cry if i can help it
im not crying yet. & i wun let myself cry over my stupidity rite?

darling asked me abt my fondest memory of my childhood.
hmm..
i dont really noe.
i seem to lk everything back thn

i lk t way my parents nv quarrelled in t past
i lk t way my granddad wld bring me to school on his bicycle
i lk t tymes when my granddad would bring me to tiongbahruplaza aft dinner
i lk t tymes when mum used to bring bro and i out to my aunt's hse every monday
ohyes, & i lk my playground hours with 1 of my softtoys every sunday
hmmmmmm..
i think all of them seem extremely precious to me coz i reallie lk t way evt's so simply back thn.

wonder wad i did to make things so complicated.
i think ive got t ans(:

deen trying to get my mock paper b done since just now
failed attempt to study yet again
HAHAs!
i seriously need to get more disciplined or i gna fail real badly in eoys
but damnit.. life aint meant for mugging:(

lalalas!
im getting randomly crazy!
p[me being normal at this moment]= 0

darling, ure so freaking missed! study hard yea? & dont forget to miss me!

gna chop my hair now
XPXP
KIDDING! im just going to TRIM it
cldn help laughing when i saw t first msg from darling.
t special emphasis on t word TRIMMING

getting reallie pissed off with my mum now
she wants my hair short.
& it aint funny
it isn her hair y'noe

yting l.

Give me presents on 09/10. I love rings, ice-cream, chocolate, candies, piercings & pretty little things.

love lies.

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