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Wednesday, February 27, 2008
today's the first tyme i truely laughed from the bottom of my heart aft 3 days 3 days of tears and fake laughter thx God. for helping me let go of my past, my unhappiness & for giving me the courage to face the challenges ahead. thankyou for your Grace for always being there to pick us up and embracing us, giving us the strength to go on. yupps. my aunt prayed for God to help me let go and open up my heart it worked. thx alot. i was so touched i cried again but this tyme was coz of my gratefulness towards Him for offering me such tremendous relief. gosh.. i reallie dno how to express myself. -,- God's just always dere here's a story abt God's grace One night, a man had a dream. In his dream, he was walking along the beach with God beside him. As he walked, scenes of his life were being replayed on the sky.when the last scence was played, he stopped and looked back at the sand. The man saw tt there wad only one set of footsteps. He asked God " why is it that you always leave me when i most needed you? tt you are always not by me when i am going through difficult phases of my life?" God replied " I carried you through the difficult times in your life" yes. God's always there for all of us. this reminded me of the times i have doubted Him these few days when He has been carrying me, guiding me through patiently, taking care of me all the while to let me learn the lessons in life never ever.. i promise correction: i will try nv to doubt Him again. coz He is always dere no matter what i'm still thinking of dying didn go to school ytd and today i wanted to today but i just cldn bring myself to. the thought of it just scares me Sry cc comp members. i will be dere to train extra hard tmr ohkayys? WE WILL DO IT i won't let all of ur efforts go to waste coz of me & even if i am a reserve, i will still go help y'all jiayou de=D went to c doc ytd & he gave me muscle relaxants coz i told him i felt lk killing myself. zzz.. i was lk LOL coz they didnt help much =X just make me feel more tempted to finish all 10 of them at one go haven got pills in my possession for a longlonglong tyme alrd but promised le so cannot. OI I MISS U NOW LAH! sry tt tyme hung up hurriedly )x wondering if i will ever get to transfer thinking of transfering to another school & retake sec3 with a diff combi.. my mum just refuses to let me. freak it Tuesday, February 26, 2008 i feel lk cursing out loud. LK WTH"S WRONG WITH EVERYTHING i sld have just jumped off the darn building when given the chance ytd FREAK LUHHS i want out. i dowanna stay in this situation any longer i cant take it just kill me yea? Sunday, February 24, 2008 wakaka.. currently in tenchi =P my comp screwdd.. RAWRR! going to take foto for ic ler abit sad horh frm last yr dao now lor! i DOWANNA GET ARRESTED OR SMTH HAHAHA okok.. i am crazyy!! tmr got phys test and not studied yet Double death for me tmr coz i left bio assignment in school hee. i shou jing guo du den siao ready lo going to the asylum now =P byebye! Thursday, February 21, 2008 hey darlings(= today was GREAT! bio test was a total screw up but wells.. forget it=D deres lk so many btr things to focus on=D hahas! THE WHOLE TEAM DID IT FOR CC COMP TRGN TODAY! OUR FIRST TIME EVER WHEN COMP'S JUST 2345678 DAYS AWAY! WAY TO GO RVNP GALS TEAM! flagstaff was total LOVE we did it BELOW 7 MINS with standard.. YAY! FLAGSTAF the mighty one! -yayyay- FLAGSTAFF the super one!-yayyay- FLAGSTAFF the mighty, FLAGSTAFF the super FLAGSTAFF the number ONE!-YAYYAY- Wednesday, February 20, 2008 I DO BELIEVE IN HIM! tmr's BIOLOGY TEST! & ive just started studying.. oopsie currently taking a break from my amazing 20mins of study it was supp to be lk 35 mins or smth but well.. shall elaborate ltr despite my bad mood just now, i'm extremely happy now~ WOOTS! cant help but blog abt it xP & i sincerely thank Him for guiding me=) thx alotalot=D yea.. u've not guessed wrongly i read abit of the bible and the gift of grace in the 15mins tt was supposedly dedicated to studying for bio test & it reallie helped in giving me hope, encouraging me to try my best RAWR! I DNO HOW TO DESCRIBE IT! nvms.. just dont kill me for my recent spams abt god -grins- no matter what the results are, i know i have tried & tt He will always be right by me=D Monday, February 18, 2008 it's funny but im reallie close to tears now over results. it isn lk i didn study. i so freaking tried my best & my best was a total let down i give up. -recent stuff- started reading the bible last week and have been reading it since kinda drawn to the stories it tells, the messages it brings across what it says actually makes sense & made me reflect alot & it has helped keep my mind off stuff i dont wna think abt i cant say i believe in god/ love god coz i dont think i am fit to say so given my limited knowledge on Him but well.. *shrugs* in any case, i will continue to learn more=) cont.. as i was saying.. i did a jacket act rites? ROFL LMAO I CANT STOP LAUGHING! setting: at the bus stop i put the hood of my nice jacket over my head from the front and... STOOD BY A PILLAR! yl and yt so bad la! kip laughng nonstop when i carn c anth! RAWRR but it was still fun & THEY ROCK TOO! coz the helped in this joke. there was this part whereby i turned to yt and asked for the tyme den SHE SHOWED ME HER WATCH AND I NODDED LK I CAN SEE lk rofl according to them, the ppl's reactions were darn funny la tsk. i think i enjoy being the joke anyway i did the same on the bus.. only sitting down. &... I ACTUALLY PRETENDED TO POWDER MY "FACE" had so much fun lol! though it's lk totally UNGLAM craziness. Saturday, February 16, 2008 WARNING! THIS IS A LONG POST happy bday darling extremist JING ER rofl yupps. this gal's officially 16=D okok.. & TODAY WAS... FUN spent the whole day in bugis lo. SINGING LK MAD & DOING CRAZY STUFF went TopOne ktv to celebrate pc's bday sang frm lk 11plus to 7 lols! freezing in the cold room. MY SQDDIES CAN REALLIE SING! as for me, i went out of tune pretty much =x aft tt went to have dinner with the remaining ppl (some left halfway) & a freakin hilarious thing happend aft we got our food PC: YANYANG LEH! YANYANG LEH! ZM: ZHEN DE SHI YANYANG! all of us : na li? na li? *looks round frantically* &... SAW A GUY WHO LOOKED LK YANYANG! surprised, we dashed lk siao ppl towards tt YANGYANG end up, it wasn him.. -ask me for specific details bout wad happend. hee. only those present will noe- went to bugis junction aft tt to get to mrt station saw this nice lil fountain at the basement SO.. we stopped to study it, splashing water at one another AND OTHERS STOPPED TO LOOK AT IT TOO! before tt noone bothered. *dear readers, while the abv paragraph may seem extremely insignificant, it led to a whole chain of laughter* . . . . somehow, we got this crazy idea to stare up at the ceiling to c if any dumbos will follow suit. & we did exactly tt apparently, ppl dressed in red are all funny THEY REALLIE LOOKED AT THE CEILING while the others ignored us ROFL did tt loads of times all the way to the mrt, laughing hysterically at the poor "reactors" after the painful parting with other sqddies, yl, yt and i went to the bus stop & I DECIDED TO ACT FUNNY AGAIN #1 on the way, i JUMPED AWAY from ppl. embarrassing but nobody reacted.. so.. #2 i did a jacket act. -elaborate in the nxt post- gtg ler BYEE Thursday, February 14, 2008 heyhey(= my vday was great! how was urs? vday this year was practically CANDY DAY! =D thx for all the nicenice sweeties & letters & stuff^^ special thx to peiwen for the brastraps! ROFL *sqdm8s! i will be giving y'all belated de lo... srysrysry. wna hua more xin si mah* spent vday going to vivo den plaza sing with michelle den zooming off myself hope she enjoys her date. heehee.. WITH HER KOR LA! hee. had so much fun though i was dateless(literally). butbutbut! I had a date with hwk & den shopping spent $80++ I LOVE MYSELF=D =x sighs.. yet another meaningless post.. Wednesday, February 13, 2008 would things have changed if i were taller, cuter, had btr figure, had perfect complexion, fairer etcetc? yes, im a superficial bitch i know tt. im losing it. once again. heys=] 2ooth post & im posting for the sake of posting yupps. & for the sake of posting im posting okok.. y do i always crap so much. TSK tmr's V-day! guess who my date is... ... .. . .. ... it's .. . ME, MYSELF & I! tralalas=D who's urs? -winks- ur words r simply lies. coz u have nv loved me Saturday, February 09, 2008 uh ok.. updating from my aunt's hse cny was pure lameness i suppose got suaned on the firstday & i'm missing you now.. Sunday, February 03, 2008 heyhey(; i F I N A L L Y took time to update my links! hahas. all thx to my darling ancesty CASSANDRA hee. u must feel veryveryvery honoured=) i'm so filial. hohoho =P hmmm.. back to the real world now i've successfully screwed up for both phys and maths-sadsad- mayb chem's a goner too ahwells.. tts just me randomness: jerks are guys. (ok.. i mean.. guys are jerks) byebye! |
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