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Hello?Hello?! why are you blogging?!!
& im blogging cause i woke up.
geog&travel killing my brain cells in thousands.
i swear i became stupider >(

oh.. worse thing.. i cant find anth on th piece i wna do my freakin art review on.
Gawd.. i hate Uart.

& before i go back to slp (damns i woke up for 1 hr for nth cause i didn achieve anth)
Happy 7th mth bii(:
th prev weeks hav been really diff for u.
im sososo sorry ):
but, i still love u<3 awww..

so many things to do.
sounds stupid but im overwhelmed w emotions to th extent tt i cant conc on getting a single thing done.
slept tru th nite ytd after crying and stopping for 3hrs plus straight.
im a man-made reservoir. but i do not appretiate th novelty of being one cause i totally hate looking lk a goldfish th nxt day.

feel lk going out so i can conc as well as rid of th feeling of being cooped at home.
but i do nt wna apply eyeliner. and i do nt wna look uglier thn ever.
damnit.
if i really go out, i'll opt to look ugly.
make up is such a bother.

working nxtnxt thurs,fri,sat,sun,mon.
i need th dollars. or perhaps, th comfort of having cash.
heading to Ritz Carlton and maybe Raffles for interview as well.
hope to get th jobs.
most lkly quitting fishco. maybe working at th steamboat thingy w Lambert.
i hope th alternatives to cash work out.

& i hope i will not do badly for midsems.
falling so far behind simply cause i cant focus.
suckz

Baby, i miss you.

it's pretty random but im currently overwhelmed by loads of emotions.
i hate emotion floods cause they make me recall things i dont wna remember.
i miss how we used to be & im sorry for wad i did.

damnit.

completed situation1 research, at least.

currently at Changi Airport.
spent th nite dere w propeePMS xDD <3
awesomezxz. we fell aslp. ROFL
but im still tired. a few more hours of sleep at home before getting stuffs done again xD

i love going out w tt propee luhhs!
we wasted alot of time walking here and dere to find a power socket.
ended up in Gloria Jeans. i don't quite lk th coffee dere. th choco mint one tasted mediciney and th xmas drinks kinda o,O sldve stuck to Coffee bean / Starbucks <3

now for th long-overdue sqd outing post =)
we met at bugis and ended up in cine only to go off to cathay LOL
no movies as planned. neoprints tho xDD
miss th feeling of squeeeeezing into th machine thingy w manymany peeps.
it's lk aaaages ago since we last did tt.
& sorry i didn really join u peepo. pretty broke & th crowd at astons... x.x
I STILL LOVE U EXTREMISTS LOADS! xoxo

HOHOHO. im delaying th blog post.
OOPS!
busybusybusy

out on sqd outing xDD HAPPINESS!
shall update later

Too many things for my puny brains.
school's making me busy,flustered and everything bad.
you'll see what i mean..
Week7(next week): Socio lecture test, Geog&Travel test, BCS test, Art Review (idk how to write), Mask&writeup submission.
kill me. im so gna do badly esp for th last two.
i really wonder why an artdiot lk me took Uarts as my second cds.
damns.srsly...

oh, but!
ive got t sillyboy of mine by me(:
tt ass who laughs lk a cartoon character's super sweet, sending me to school and acc-ing me when i head out to do my work.
thanks bii<3
i knw u gna read this so..
while ure scolding me for describing u lk tt.. u will see in th next line tt
ILOVEYOU xD

back to work.
nites!

Cooped up, Screwed up.
bad time management, again -.-
i never seem to learn from my mistakes, do i?

i so gna do badly for U.art
i hope i wont do that badly for sociology
i dont wna fail microecons.

pls do not remind me tt if i put in effort, things gna be ok again.
as it seems, each time i put in effort, i screw up worse.
i hope this sem wldn be such a disappointment again.
slightly more effort thn th prev sem(why do i bother)
if th inverse rs is true, im screwed.
i do not want a gpa below 3 alr.

fkit.
yting is angry.

good girl gone bad.xpp

those who know wad i did... SHHHH!
especially biibii uhh!
now im pretty stressed up abt falling behind but i guess it's worth it(:
11 more days.
im sorry i have to do it this way.

prev few days& today have been.. wow..
tho we both had our "down moments", words simply cannot express how i feel.
i srsly cant believe ure still standing by me despite all th let downs.
im really sorry biibii :(

anw, th good looking bf of mine has been sending me to school lk everyday?
SILLY UH! can sleep dont want sleep!
but he miss me too much alr.. what to do leh? MUAHAHAHAHA
awesome xD

20/11
test later.
& im so not prepared.
excel due LATER too.
& mine's lk.. half done.
gg luhs! but i think i can do it..
well.. bohbian.. is MUST complete.
been such a pig to doze off th past few nights.

wish me luck!
& biibii.. i saw th post u HACKER! XD

off to feed mozzies in a few hrs.

& i realised ive less thn 3hrs to slp.
dont know if it's cause im excited/ cause im thinking far too much now.

ytd was a really happy day.
saw Lausy (HAPPYBDAY!), Zimin & Wooyt.
3sqdm8s in a day xDD
totallyawesome!

random note: i wonder how this mth's bill gna be lk.
my mum has been making me fking upset over it alr.
my fault but nt my fault too. fks.

cont:
i hope i come back without any loss of skin or excessive mozzie bites.
wooyt gna be going tmr too! for her ATC. wonder if we gna meet. xD
granddad's bday. i hope th present & stuffs gna go well.

lastly..
yawns.

1 mre day to tt sillyboy(: after so long.

looking through th photos, i wonder how i managed to change so much. i wish hadnt. i wish i cld lead my own life.
& i wish ........

Look, i really don't know what i'm doing to my life.

confused.stressed up. missing th person i used to be. yearning for th carefree past.
time to get life sorted.
stop hating school cause it's getting me nowhere.

just stop pissing myself off w regrets

random post abt a random day.
i just feel lk blogging(:
it doesnt hav anth to do w my day.

goodbye.
yawnzxz

i feel tt all hope's gone when i can't even skip lectures PEACEFULLY.

im in th perfect mood to complain nonstop abt school over stupid lectures.
th prev one w th bitch was bad enough & ive yet to get over it totally. *rolls eyes*
& nw, some -toots- came up w having pop quizes during random lectures to penalize those who skip lectures. people lk me.
i dont see why theyve got to resort to such means.
poly life. maturity. ability to handle own decisions.
who gives a damn as to whether students attend lectures >(
it's nt lk a cfmed pass or smth..

i.am.so.freaking.pissed.off.now.

Slack 3hours away, not.
BCS teacher's on MC & this means a make-up lesson's on the way=(
no slacking today tho..
tutorial to be done on top of using th time to complete other work.
well.. at least it's work done in th end.

look on th bright side.
cheerup girl! less work at home alr.

idk why but it feels lk dere's smth missing.

school's a bitch when lectures suck

considering tt ive nt been staying awake during lectures, it's pretty amazing i noticed how much they suck.
well.. at least some of them. wait.
actually, ONE particular lecture.

school sucked today no thanks to MicroEc lecture.
tt stupidbitch just doesnt know how to get straight to th point, going in circles & delaying everyone's time.
th amt of vulgarities i used during th lecture understates how much she successfully pissed me off.
fk. sldve left w Aizsa and Charissa.
they were lucky to escape given tt tt stupidbitch actually stops ppl from leaving halfway.
i bet it is to make HER lecture look more popular-.-

anw, i shall be nice.
will stop hating her.
will leave upon seeing her face in th lt again in future, too.

goodbye.

somewhere along th way, i lost myself.
& forgot t love we shared.

i cant say i hvnt thot of u & th happy moments we had but all tt t thinking got me into is a freaking huge dilemma.
im sorry i fked things up here.
& im sorry i cldnt be better.

14mredaystoyou.
im looking forward to it but im dreading it at th same time.
i dont wna see ur hurt because thn, im afraid i wont be able to control my tears for how we used to be.
JamesWee, ure forever so silly uh..

yting l.

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