nth worth believing in

just realised tht my blog has been dead for a freakin long tyme lols
just too lazy to update.

& in these days, i am reallie starting to regret one choice.
guess i haven considered evt properly beforehand again lah.

basically,this choice of mine has led to hell load of probs
lk wtf..
its just the prob with the maturity lvl of the other party
i mean lk get a life dude.

why wud u wanna whack a gd fren of mine up just becoz mi and him hugged in one of the many neos we took?
it was just for fun. besides mi and u werent even tgt when i took the neoprint with him yea?
seriously.. ur lack of maturity is getting mi really stressed up as well.
it was lk tht when um with ur fren
now it's still lk tht when i'm "with" u

ok.. him aside, u still wna whack up another of my ex for smth tht happens eons ago
"i dont care if i go into jail for whacking them up"
this sentence does not quite reflect well on ur maturity(considering ur age) and of coz u.

i dno how much longer i can take this.
love isn between only 2 people.

everything is contradictory..

life's so boring.
esp with sgt promos coming up.
my np-u is still in a mess><
beret is hiding somewhere, badges and crest in another place, shoes unpolished.
HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO SURVIVE THE TEST?
oh yes..
did i mention?my drill sucks.
everyday go out, come back, get nagged, scream back, quarrel... ...

give me a break.
this routine sucks

but yet again,
nothing is boring when i am with sqdm8s.

it just contradicts lah..

just abit of my twisted logic..

ever noticed how politically correct stuff seem to clash?
"you live for urself, not others"
"y r u so selfish, living ur own life the way u want?"

hey come on..
if i am living for myself, what has others got to do with the way i wanna live my life?
first u tell mi to live for myself.
but when i live for myself, others start interfering-.-

according to the former statement, life if for me to control.
coz i am living for myself and not for he, she, it or them
but when i control MY life the way i want
pple start saying tht um selfish

WTF.
so what do u want mi to do abt it?

bottomline. meaningful sentences are crap when u actually do some thinking.

the bittersweet taste of freedom.
everything comes with a price rite?

it's all balanced
u gain some, u lose some.

um single and free now but will anyone love mi as much?

pon-ed school today.
didn do zuowen + pon chinese remedial= die.
so i decided not to go lor..
lameshytt.

been thinking alot these days.
perhaps i really made a wrong choice.

thinking back, i should have just stuck to loving tht guy.
even if nth were to come out of it
at least noone would have to get hurt
tht guy is different from how he was in the past.
it hurts not knowing what to say to him when i could encourage him in the past.
perhaps he hates mi for loving him last time
perhaps he...
it doesnt matter anymore does it?
if u ever see this, i just wanna say jiayou
all the best. if u ever nida talk, i gna be here

seriously, what type of person am i?
i dont know. do you?

back from je & AMAZING RACE trial.
it was great=)
& SORRY DARLING-LING
i wasn running coz i was real tired. plus cramping lk mad
not coz it wasn fun
i would reallie have enjoyed it if not for the irritating negatives of life =P

have been going to school on tyme most of the tyme^^
*relishing sense of achievement*
[though not exactly doing my hwk willingly]
thts abt all for lyfe so far i suppose.

one and only word for it B-O-R-I-N-G

think i btr stop b4 i start bitching.
yea.
not in the best of moods coz of an extremely egoistic fkerass.
maybe next tyme..

yting l.

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