nth worth believing in

set ur piorities, gal

i've only got myself to blame if i screw up for midyrs
i cant focus on studying
& im forever wasting tyme.

damns but i just get him outta my mind
it sucks
trust me, i hate it too.

met him today
it was purely unfulfiling
tt guy's got a hot bod but DAMNS!
he doesn study
screams..
im so going madd.

wondering how i gna kip up with this..

quizical.

1. Where were you 3 hours ago?
at where i am now. home

2. Who are you in love with?
SQDM8S! and him

3. Have you ever eaten a crayon?
no durh. im not dumb. neither am i tt pathetic

4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
yes. my mp3, watch, pencil case with pink pens in it, floor mat. & n me, my headband and shirt

5. When is the last time you went to the mall?
ytd-,-

6. Are you wearing socks right now?
nah

7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000?
no. i cant even drive!

8. When was the last time you drove out of town?
check out my age first-.-

9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
nah. wish i had

11. What are you wearing right now?
sexy clothes. NO LA! shirt and shorts. plus undies of coz! xp

12. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it?
how many times must i repeat that i dont have a car? but if i have one, it gna be the car wash lk durh!

13. Last food that you ate?
ice-cream. ugh. so fattening

14. Where were you last week at this time?
in school. cca

15. You bought any clothing items in the last week?
yes

16. When is the last time you ran?
ytd. away from A TEACHER

17. What's the last sporting event you watched?
bball & soccer( in school)

18. What is your favorite animal?
dogs and cats. i rank them as my faves

19. Your dream vacation?
any where with my sqdm8s

20. Last person's house you were in?
my own house.

21. Worst injury you've ever had?
a dumb laceration

22. Have you been in love?
yes. all along with myself=)

23. Do you miss anyone right now?
sqdm8s, 4b etcetc

24. Last play you saw?
eh.. cant rmb

25. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
it's a secret la

26. What are your plans for tonight?
talk over the fone and slping

27. Who is the last person you sent a Friendster message or comment?
TK

28. Next trip you are going to take?
dont know

29. Ever go to camp?
lk durh. im frm NP mind you

30. Were you an honor roll student in school?
no.

31. What do you want to know about the future?
what i gna be

32. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
no. but im smelling of bodyshop's strawberry bath xp

33. Are you due sometime this year for a doctor's visit?
no but i hope so

34. Where are your best friends?
i dont rank my frens so...

35. Who is your best friend?(s)
i dont rank my frens. but close confidants are some of my sqdm8s and my darling ancestor

37. What are you listening to right now?
the tv. my bro's watching some weird show

38. Do you collect anything?
nah.

39. Who is the biggest gossiper you know?
a guy in my class

40. Last time you got stopped by a cop or pulled over?
ima gd girl.

41. Have you ever drank your soda from a straw?
yea. i drink with a straw most of the tyme i think..

42. What does your last text message say?
hey darling, good luck for the paper

43. Do you like hot sauce?
yeps

44. Last time you took a shower?
1+

45. Do you need to do laundry?
sometimes=(

46. What is your heritage?
?

47. Are you someone's best friend?
dno.

48. Are you rich?
i wish i am

49. What were you doing at 12AM last night?
talking over the fone

50. Who was the last person to call you?
lim pinyang

selfstudy day started with me waking up at..
[undisclosed time]
too pigg-ed to reveal

& im currently wondering what im doing here =x

ytd was mum's bday
feeling pretty bad for the late celebration nearly an hour before it all passed
damns.
cldn wish her at 0000hrs coz she was alrd aslp
cldn wish her in the morning coz she was still aslp when i had to go school
cldn have dinner with her coz i had tut aft school and school ended at 6+ with remedial
cld only wish her when i got home at 10smth
rushed out to 7-11 hoping to find some nice icecream cake coz there wasn even a cake for her
i was APPALLED by my bro's dumbness
in the end gotta settle for dark choc icecream creation by me
it was pretty ugly lah
damns

i have not picked up the bible for a damn long tyme
i just cant find the inspiration to read it anymore
& damns.
ive been missing svc.
feeling damn bad bout it but i dno
i cant live with the commitments?
i want my own tyme?
fk.

comp's finally alive again!

it simly feels great to be staring at a WORKING comp
after heading simlim sq to buy the graphics card
hehs.
shuang=D

school's kinda dumb lately.
my earsticks so freaking got confiscated by chf during pe la!
yea.. they are just earsticks thus i sldn kik up a fuss
but lk WTH!
as i said, they are JUST earsticks
u dont have to gimme the fked up attitude to get me to hand them over to u rites?
nbs.
to think i was beginning to lk u
even mrs look didn confiscate them luhhs.

[ok.. i sld stop acting lk a total twit. it's only the first period]

chem lesson was a total nightmare which i spent 1/2 of the tyme standing
just becoz i cldn ans one dumb qn
hey, if u didn have enough slp resulting in u having morning blues(if it exists) it is so freaking non of my business
u dont stomp into class and give everyone ur shitass attitude yea?
tt lesson was a total waste coz nearly 1/2 the ppl present were left standing

at least math and english was ok..

CHINESE
dear madamZ, u noe my chnese sucks
ok..
my fault for being cock-eyed and not realising the 3 other ppl in the paragraph initially
but do not fault me for mistakening a word as part of some englishman's name
HIS NAME ISN'T MINE
so pls do not expect me to know what characters are in his name and what are not
i dont even noe the translated name of english stars no matter how popular they are
so,
what makes u think i gna noe tt ancient englishman's name?

it's crazy hw tchers pick on me
i just dont lk it.
yet again, it's funny how they enjoy infuriating themselves over me

and yoohoo!
I PASSED MATH!
lk finally though i bet midyrs gna be a ______ agn.

3 simple words

SQDMATES SQDMATES SQDMATES!

endearments.
what exactly are they?
do they absolutely mean nth at all?
i suppose im believing so.

you let me down just as the others have

the only ppl i noe love me are my sqdm8s
at least they make me feel they really care
they way "darling sqdm8" makes me feel.

i guess guys just never do mean anth they say
what's darling to them?
just a word.

a guy will nv be with u for long but ur sqdm8s will be dere for you no matter when it is.

i don't know what i'm doing

it's crazy how i never fail to get myself into stuff beyond my control,
stuff im unsure of.
i need a wake up call.
i need to stop all these nonsense.
what's with me wasting tyme on stuff that i dont even have confidence in?
IT just wont work out.
i ~~know~~ it wont
at least, i think it gna be over soon

spent today at woo's hse doing maths and crap
thx wooyt!
u saved me from the horrendous, evil, mean maths hwk!
hope ur tummy gna get btr soon!

woo's sis is damn cute
i lk her hair much to woo's dismay

we had mighty fun looking at some ppl's friendster
dere's this guy who made us convulse with laughter.
he's lk ewwwwww
im sure u wun wna noe him.
but u can look at my frens list(Shi)
it's lk.. his face is lk his name?!
poor fella
there was this guy who looks lk a pig,
another guy who looks lk his dog
& a dumbass who drinks from s freaking long straw
+ tk's profile

woo thinks tk's gd looking
& tt he's the most acceptable one among the others.
TSK!

my comp's madd.
or at least on the verge of a (mental) breakdown
damns..

this week was kinda packed.
not exactly my ideal week but it kinda keeps me busy which is a gd thing coz being busy ensures tt im at work
otherwise i gna be slacking away
=X

ytd was spfnpcc badge presentation ceremony
& to rush to hci, i actually forgot to collect my chem assignment frm pigeon hole
craps.
the whole tyme at hci was pretty screwd as well
spent most of the tyme stonning/ crapping and being suaned by yongwei
i screwd up real bad at rehearsal resulting in me getting "shouted" at on stage
trust me, it's embarrassing.
must reallie thank YUETING, JERYL, YONGWEI and VICTOR for lk encouraging me before the ceremony
i was lk so freaking scared i gna screw up tt i nearly cried.
sry woo.. u noe for wad
but it was coz of u i went up too

slept in today and den went chinatown to meet clarine, sharm, ant and woo
were damn late for cip and kinda got "lectured"
not exactly "lectured" but alot of da dao li la..
and funnily, clock was pronounced as crock and confirm as cronfirm
damns..
i dont lk her..
though it was our fault, she's so not sympathetic

went to bugis since we had nth to do
it was hilarious and pissi-fying at simlim sq la
rawr..
too irritated to update bout this

SQDM8S ROCK=D

alrights.
i give up.
fine?
wdv it is u just dont trust me yea
i dont care anymore
at least i dont wna care alrd
at least not caring beats clinging on to nth

u arent mine
i can convince myself tt it's nth

i gna get into trouble in school again=X

shan't tell the whole world wad notii stuff i did.
ltr darling scold -uh lk he will? *shrugs*-
ok la..
it's just tooo stupid to be displayed here.

currently doing zuowen
damns..
it's hard to write w/o inspiration
and my chinese sucks to da core.
trying to get it over and done with so i can go prepare uni for tmr.
though i cant say im anticipating it.
=(

and im still feeling quite bad over the badge
i so obviously dont deserve it.
makes me dread tmr
sighs.

i wish i can convince myself not to rely on u so much
not physically coz it's impossible, but at the very least emotionally
tell me how to.
im failing terribly at this.
coz..
je t'aime

let's just say that it's the way people are

human beings set high expectations of themselves.
they try to push their limits to see how far they can go
and..
they expect to see results no matter how insignificant it can be.

various emotions play extremely important roles in a person's life
these sensations can be set backs but still, they cant be suppressed all the tyme
no matter how hard a person try to control his emotions,
there's gna be a point whereby he/she succumbs to them, let them rule
it's just human nature.

weird as it seems,
being people, we do not cherish what we have until they're gone
opportunitites, time, people arnd us
the importance of these are nearly always taken for granted, only to be mourned over when they are gone for good.

somehow, it's just human nature.
& im human too

okok..
i admit the top part was crap
i dno why i bothered typing them out.
but since it's alrd out,
i'll just leave it

gna do maths now.
byee

maths today was sososo screw-d :(
i kinda gave up since the beginning so it's my fault i supp
i merely attempted the paper for some weird reasons i dno
wanted/ cld have just left evt black de.
guess im weird +.+

damns..
i've got a pimple outbreaks..
darn it..
i hate pimples):
makes me feel uglier thn i arld am.
sighs

today was kinda ok in school i suppose..
at least i didn get into any trouble othr den getting caught by mrs lim for playing with tard^3 during bio
actually we aint playing, just distracted
*uh-oh*
& i didn go for cca today
dont ask me y
im's still a good girl okay?

& darling, i love ur voice =x

just give me a zero for maths test.. coz i dont wna care anymore

they just dont understand.
esp the person i call dad.
lk wtf's wrong?
im alrd trying to do my sums, to practise so i can at least get a few marks here and dere tmr
i noe i wun make it, but at least, i wont get a zero rite?

im lk asking my frens how to do the sums.
to him im chatting online.
i explained myself.
told him im getting help.
still,
my learning mth is wrong.
FINE
i give up.
i dont do anth ok?
this way i wun do anth wrong.
happy?
still not.
fk.
what does HE want me to do?

im alrd trying damn hard
his attitude is still the "serves u right if u fail" attitude
lk what does he want me to do?

give up?
afterall spending 1hr++ on Q1 part a-h alrd shows tt i gna fail
so might as well get a zero?
dont waste ink.
resources are valuable rite?

so what if i top the class this tyme round for english essay?
it's not lk i can maintain it rite?
i dont mind getting lower if i can do btr in math

damns.
i dont get why im crying now.
there's nth to cry over.
absolutely nth.
so i supp im crying coz im dumb

darling, i wish u were here

i'm a good girl=D

hahas.
for those rubbing ur eyes in disbelieve or busily puking away, u didn see wrongly at all xpxp
i kinda attempted doing all my hwk ok..
hohoho.
feeling a sense of accomplishment now
slept at lk 4 ytd due to EOM and bio assignment
wanted to give up at lk 2+ coz i was alrd dozing off but decided to endure
kinda dumb coz i alrd said goodbye to lk ppl chatting to me online-,-
BUT NVMS!
IT'S DONE!
-clapclap-

slept till 1405 today..
oinks.
someone miss call me and i thot it was yih
hurriedy called her back only to be her alarm clock.
hohoho
[she slept at 0515] xp
went je to do hwk with her and so nearly diedd=(

Seems tt darling's a gd inspiration for hwk xD
somehow thinking if tt OINK makes me force myself to study
[tt pig must be honoured sia]
but somehow he's still a mean poke
xP

trying to find ITE ppl to help with my survey now.
goodluck to me

Hellos world(:

yingting hereby announces tt she's a dumbo
jumbo dumbo xD
i nv seem to get math or phys
numbers are a great big nuisance to me.
ok..
maybe not well it comes to practical stuff lk money..
but definitely not when i have to use it to solve sums
dangg.

today was pretty much a nice day though it rained
i was lk so super tired but still real HIGH
hahas.
funnyfunny highghigh!
somehow high-ness energizes me.
even had tyme to go to vivo with tard^3 aft tt
& we saw smth funny xpxp
shant tell here
kinda bad.

& darling was online ytd nite.
i so freaking miss tt pig
somehow he nv fails to make me smile/ laugh.
though tt baddy(as me and shikin calls him) ALWAYS makes me jealous as well
rawrs..

^.^

i dont understand you.
i dno what you want.
im no longer certain bout everything

she's btr i guess..
i hope im feeling this way only because i lack confidence in myself

shucks.
i so gna have to take bio test tmr
and i've yet to memorise anth.
i cant get anth into my puny(n rather useless) brain
=X

tution just now was lame.
was freezing in the super cold room, wishing for a hug
ended up i just wasn paying attention la..
my thots were drifting to the phys paper in the aftn.
it was darn easy according to many ppl.
And it made me feel lk a loser.
the tcher suddenly asked me to ans her qn
i was lk STUNNED
so i went lk "huh? wad thing?"
so paiseh..
evry1 was laughing lor

im super tired.
maybe tts y i cant cramp evt into my brains now
nth sEems to get in
im sososo dead tmr
btw ppl!
DARLING CAME ONLINE
lk so finally la!
though he had to go off real fast
but at least he came online?
xpxp
i seriously sld stop being so easily contented

sleepy.

i hate wanting to slp when i've got stuff to be completed.
maths assignment sucks.
dont even noe how to do the qns=(
svc just now was abt excellence.
it just sounds so hard.
and i was trying so ~~damn~~ hard to concentrate.
was so tired i nearly dozed off
was forcing myself awake by scribbling notes.
somehow i just kept drifting off.
and my handwriting ended up to be scrawls all over the paper.
-,-
having a freaking bad headache now.
orwise i gna start ranting bout random stuffies agn.

im so not gna talk to u agn
our topics seem so limited now.
i'm sick of trying to maintain the convo
wna chat, u do the talking.
not me

i cut my hair short.

yea.
for those ppl out dere who rubbed ur eyes aft reading the first sentence,
my hair is real short now.
totally unglamourous):
i cut it in a moment of impulse actually..~~ALL THX TO A DUMB BAMBOO POLE(tcher)~~
sEems tt i will nv fulfil my "dreams" of having longlong hair from how i always cut my hair real short on impulse..
heck..
i dont even noe if im supp to be sad lols!
thinking of how retarded triplets gna laugh when they sEe me makes me feel lk lafing too!
think im retarded xpxp
but i dont think i will wna c superpig when he comes back..
he's so gna freak out=(
it's THAT bad

oh ya
the guy who cut my hair's a total cutie pie!
he's so funny...
his english wasn ehh.. tt gd i supp..
but he insisted on speaking in english although i spoke to him in chinese.
kinda cute coz he was lk constantly pausing to think of the words he wna use.

okays..
enough of my hair.
moving on to ptm today
speaking of which, i wasn murdered by the tchers.
more lk tortured i supp..

went to school in home clothes as i agreed upon with tard^3.
den early in the morning got mr liu a scolding.
yea.
he was scolded becoz of us.
Sry mr liu=X

rmb i mentioned a bamboo pole just now?
yes.
he's the most fked up humanities(HISTORY) tcher ive ever met.
pardon the vulgarities here and those tt may follow.
i am THAT pissed and AM TRYING DANM HARD IN CONTROLLING MYSELF

as i was saying, tard^3 and i wore homeclothes to school.
we didn need to go for the principal's address meant for parents so we decided to go classroom to get my books and slack.
and when we arrived at the classroom block, that bamboo pole walked outta one of the class.
to cut the story short, he qn-ed us and being honest kids, we admitted tt we're rv students, not forgetting to incld tt we wore home clothes assuming it was allowed since it was lk a freaking 2 hrs only.
we got chased outta the school and had to go tard^3 hse to change to school uni b4 returning

why?

tt sissy INSISTED TT WE KNEW IT WASN ALLOWED LA
(he was the one who told us to get out)
freak him man..
FIRSTLY, THE SCHOOL DIDN TELL US WAD TO WEAR.

SECONDLY, WE APOLOGISED FOR OUR MISTAKE

THIRDLY, IT WASNT ENTIRELY OUR FAULT COZ THIS IS LK THE FIRST TYME PTM'S HELD ON A SAT AND STUDENTS ARE REQ TO ATTEND

FORTHLY, HE YELLED AT US UNDER THE BLARDY HOT SUN(ya i buay song.. sld have act faint. den his fault)

but being a rigid, low grade bamboo, he freaking refused to stop his girlish screaming.
instead, he didn even listen to our explanation, interrupting us more often thn not.
and the worse thing..
he is a fking biased freak.

on top of all his rantings, tt bastd said this.
"ive heard alot abt 4b. it's smth abt the class whereby you guys just do wdv u all lk"
u wna scold us, go ahead.
AND PLS DO IT ON A FAIR BASIS.u teach history. and since u teach it so well, I LEARNT IT WELL TOO.
u r plain BIAS. deny it and admit u r gay(happy?)
i bet he wldn have chased us out/ treated us so blardy harshly if we were frm some other class.
just look at what he said..
it's freaking obv.

and another thing..
wad's with insulting our class when he wants to scold us?
CROSS REFRENCING AR?
fine.
i do SBQ
source 1:
girls are generally more gentle and tend to flick their hands in the girlish manner at times when they talk.
source 2:
*you now wad* guys do the same action naturally.
SO I INFER TT U R EITHER A GAL OR A *you noe wad* GUY CAN?
i believe i am allowed tt inference.
it's only fair.
-sry for digressing-
EXCUSE ME! I NOE U LOOK EXACTLY LK A BAMBOO POLE (tall and skinny)
but tt doesn mean u own the world
only ur words seem to count in all tt happend
tell me wad's with 4b?
i noe we aint exactly an angellic class but neither r we that bad ok?
we've ap?(tts wad tchers always say)
cmon la!
who are u as an outsider to judge us?
if u had first hand exp, i wldn mind tt much
BUT HEY!
U HAVE NV TAUGHT US BEFORE
doesn tt make ur judgement unfair, mr hist tcher?

i cld have bitched so much more abt u but since i dno u tt well and u r so well versed in hist, i supp i sld take today's extremely unpleasant incident with u as a learning exp.
i will GLADLY learn from u and NOT MAKE BIASED, UNTRUE JUDGEMENT.
praise me for being such a dilligent student

after being chased outta the school, tard^3 and i cabbed to her hse to change coz i dont hav my hse keys
must thank her for lending me her uni lo
THX HORH
and of coz her maid for preparing the unis so we cld change upon reaching.
met tard^3 baby bro
SO CUTE
cabbed back to school aft tt.
the uncle was driving at 70km/h though we told him we're in a hurry.
lk WOW
thn when tard^3 asked him if he cld go faster, he said he was alrd going as fast as he cld.
-,-

to end off,
i guess me and tard^3 always get into trouble tgt be it for hwk or other stuff
HAHA!
WE ROCK!

& to link back to y i cut my hair,
the rushing to and from school screwd my hair up
it was sososo ugly+ messy i got pissed off and decided to just snip it off.
-controlling my urge to rant on..-

current status: doubled over
craziness..
i slept past dinner just now and being lazy, i decided to skip it totally.
trying hard not to puke now.
freak..
there's nth for me to anyway
stomach hurting lk mad
RAWRS
i dont lk the weird cramping feeling.
GO AWAY!
damns

hellos world(;
didn go to school today..
wonder how hard the tests are.
got a feeling i gna do badly when i do them on monday

today's polyclinic experience was totally kuku.
i was totally stun-d when i arrived lols
and i didn bring my ic-,-
eeyer..
i totally blurblur dere la!

tmr's school meet-the-parents session
im sosososo dead lo
wonder wad ttw(phys tcher) & lyj(form tcher) gna tell my mama and papa.
shucks.
im such a noti girl in school y'noe =X
this yr's ptm session requires students to be present as well
dno if we nida wear school uni dere.
me and tard^3 wearing our own clothes
(told u im always noti ya?)
vainpots! hohoho
(tard^3 so gna kill me for saying this xp)

had a totally fun tyme talking with someone jst now
she's so nice de lor!
haha.
so funny..
SUPERPIG! IF U EVER READ THIS, BEWARE!
coz u r accused of several offences worh!
still deciding ur fate
hehs!
-evil grin-

this week's so lame.
so many things happend.
feels kinda weird tt i didn have to look forward to cg and bible studies
cg coz tmr's ptm session. so i havta be home darn early tonite, therefore no point going
bible studies coz it's tmr and althought ptm ends at lk 1030, i doubt i feel lk going with studies and all to be done
wil be going scv on sunday though.
at least dere's gna be smth to inspire me to chiong studies

midyrs coming
wonder how i gna do
i lack the confidence.
sighs.
[hugs teddy for comfort]

bitch it..

i dno wads with me recently but i am seriously bitching a whole lot more.
think it's super mean but somehow, i cant stop bitching bout stuff.
rawrs..
i seriously sld learn to control myself now.

i'm in study mode now.
it's funny tt i stress myself to study.
dang..
im aiming to leave rv dased on my own choice.
not gna let tt rounded and well known figure tell me i gotta leave
neither am i gna let her force me to put up with her morning assembly speeches for another yr.
[rvians sld noe who eh?]

sadly, these are all dreams
i dont even noe if i gna be allowed out.
freak it.
with qualifications, it is for sure.
but what if i dont make it?
freak.

tardy michelle didn come to school today
miss her soooooo bad lols.
lessons are so boring w/o tt siao gerger.
PAN MEISHAN!
u sld have come to see what she wore today lor!
SHOCKING!

what's reality?
it's simply me being me,
loving life for the very way it is.

what's wrong with following my heart once in a while?
i aint the type who can stand living life TOTALLY guided, abiding by rules all the time.
WHERE ARE THE ADVENTURES IN LIFE?WHAT ABOUT THEM?
surely..
i am entitled to letting myself go when i really need to just lk everyone is regardless of race, language or religion -,-(im getting at human rights gettit?)

i lk being unguided.
though i hate it at the same time.
im sure it's the same for all of us.
we cant be living for others, trying to reach THEIR exectations all the while right?
yet at the same time, it's all these expectations imposed on us tt act lk compasses, leading us along at the same time.

it's our choice at the end of it.
our rights to choose w/o having the want's/ opinions others imposed on us at the end of the day.

i will not regret opposing ur wishes.
it's just my freedom in life
though i doubt i wld have done it in the past, i am doing it now

i broke the promise..
but w/o meaning to =X

school today was crappifiedd all thx to HEALTHY FOOD MTH
totally...
to begin with, there wasn fried food day and there wun be until nxt mth.
not lk i eat the fried food but wells.
FREAK THE SCHOOL LA.

school spoilt impressive performance put up by TKSS display band too
shant elaborate.

assembly was a total waste of tyme
some weirdo from the vegetable(er i mean vegetarian) society came and gave a talk abt going vegetarian.
lk wt*
rude but i fell aslp within 10 mins.
aint my fault for i belive he mastered the highest lvl of art of boredom.
congrats but no thx to him.

this guy was supp to encourage us to become vegetarian (or at the very least cut down on meat and eat more veg) for health purposes but the presentation in his ~~oh-so-engaging~~ tone was more abt how eating veg can save animals
only a teeny weeny part of wdv he said(i dno coz i fell aslp) was on the health reasons.
lk WOW.
the ironical thing, he does not look lk he has a wee bit of sympathy towards animals.
& in my honest opinion, he ought to study the web of life.
the best part:
he exceeded by 10 whole minutes when ~~nobody~~ was listening
dumb & dumber.
sighs.
[pardon me but i am merely stating facts] xp

hmm..
the bit tt was funny abt today was tard^3 and my encounter with LLM early in the morning
courtesy of Tard^3 attempt to escape her
lmao =D
it ended with a silly-looking entry in the MD and of coz, hell loads of laughter
laughter factors?
- tard^3 was excused smth she wldn have done INTENTIONALLY and was called smth real funny
- i was told to tie my hair lk Tard^3
heh
when i rush-d into chem lab with ALL MY FRINGE HELD UP THE HEADBAND, laughter burst out.
early morning entertainment i supp..
geez

i'm toying with the idea of sending u a msg,
breaking the promise.
hahas.
but i dont think i sld be notii rites?

hahas.
tc ya?
i've got so freaking much more to say.
whether i say them or not, gna depend on whether u call me
though i doubt u will
and part of me rather u dont coz u havta prepare to leave

i'm a dumbdumb(=

today's napfa was crap.
a 26 pts bronze?
joke.
but i aint retaking the whole test
dont wna run again, messing up my hair and all
DANG.
i dont lk standing broad jump.
running and jumping are two different things=X

dont force me. it will just make me give up evt. it's just tt easy for me to give up on everything all at once. it aint gna hurt. trust me. it's just me, my ability.

yting l.

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love lies.

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