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Sunday, June 29, 2008
coz what lies ahead is unknown urs truely had a great tyme ytd minus t part whereby i overslept and when things got kinda fked up at dhobby cip consituted of a mighty eating tyme and of coz, my greatest embarrassment (as always-,-) t aft cip effect was FUN though:D camwhoring and stuff + lots of fun and laughter, noise and joy i so totally adore tt bunch of them [fastforward] made an unpleasant fone call which reduced me to tears but what happened after tt was hilarious. for me, and not for t other party, sadly. seriously, i think dere sld be a intelligence test for all elit students. English Lit. not elite. msging him was pure esctacy coz i was laughing at his er.. stupidity. off for hwk byE Friday, June 27, 2008 so which is worse? getting late for school & risk getting a demerit point OR leaving chinese essay undone? not blogging coz time can be btr spent OR blogging coz it makes me happy? sleeping early to get enough rest OR finishing my hwk? damn these weird qns. constantly bugging me to ans them help me anyone? i want an ans key :) Tuesday, June 24, 2008 HAPPY BDAY PEAR! 've nth to blog abt but well.. this reallie nice guy from my class insisted tt i wrote smth lk this. here it goes.. " chinhui loves cats -1 Garfield = cat -2 >sub 2 into 1 therefore chinhui loves Garfield.' chinhui loves garfield -3 garfield= cute and dumb cat -4 >sub 3 into4 therefore chinhui loves cute and dumb cats school's sooo boring lessons today were -yawns- & wld u believe it? IM IN TRIM AND FIT-TAF. gettit?- uh.. actually no. just tt i didn manage to get t silver required of me as a member of UG" damnit. FREAK RVHS. FREAK MEOWYEOW FREAK EVT it was a 26pts BRONZE for fk sake.. -,- shut up! im in sad mode Monday, June 23, 2008 & im happy again(= first day of school had a percentage purity of 80% smiles it was funny seeing ppl's new hairstyles esp tt of my QAD and t retard sitting beside me. both ranked first and second respectively in t hilarious-ity series xpxp i cant belive tt t former had such a oh-my-it's-so-freaking-hideous-on-her hairstyle i bet she thot she's cleopatra. hmm.. perhaps she is.. -in t world of crossed fingers- got away without completing most hwk english research paper still undone but well.. i shall try my luck tmr. t new PE tcher is erh.. a funny chap. he aint some dude with a hot bod but well, his unique[or maybe i sld say isnt commonly shared by ppl]sense of humour made up for those. ahwells.. im tired. & so BYEEEE Sunday, June 22, 2008 so i dont know what else to say just tt.. nth was ur fault to begin with. it isnt you who caused all t emotions and stuff. believe me on this Saturday, June 21, 2008 & what u lack is t basic intellectual capacity of an average human being some will certainly thrive if evt in life is put blatantly in black and white. sadly, it isn, leaving many lost. trapped in the world of their illusions. & yes, you are certainly one of t many. worse still, u can be categorised [no, i wont say grouped as i do not think tt u deserve this word due to t fact tt ur IQ can be compared to tt of an object.z-e-r-o] under t lot labelled "obsessively egoistic idiots" no words can relate to how i felt to be described in tt way by a low-life creature lk u. it's t "OH MY GOODNESS! DO REFLECTIVE SURFACES CEASE TO EXIST IN HIS SURROUNDINGS?" kinda thing. u set t standards for those arnd u. & to make things look worse for urself, u treat every single person who has much higher intel thn u as puppets. idiots meant for u to manipulate, for u to control it all boils down to t make-believe world u have been living in with u as t master, t others ur slave. in contrast, u can be reduced to nth more thn a seemingly non-existent unit of life in reality. unworthy? tt's t word for u. Friday, June 20, 2008 the same emotions, shown in a different way ONE had a massive quarrel with momma over t fone in t aftn it was real dumb. started with her yelling at me, resulting in me screaming over t fone. rude? yes i noe. but i cant help it. esp when she started it over NTH it ended with both feeling hurt, & disappointed- emotions which hadn dull even hours ltr. they were clearly written over her face as i threw her a glance upon reaching home & t glance spoke of all i felt. TWO t countless heartbreaks hav not altered t way i felt for u but boy, gone were t times i wld fill ur inbox relentlessly with silly msgs, hoping u wld smile upon seeing them. & gone too, were t days i wld grab my hp everytime it showed signs of a msg or call received, hoping tt it was you. it wld just start with t sending of a simple msg, without any hopes tt you wld reply no longer will i have high expectations of u neither will i hope tt things will work out instead, it will be me being thr for u when u want me and stepping aside in accordance to ur wishes. it's t same love, just in a different way Thursday, June 19, 2008 i finally changed my blogskin! [celebration mode] xpxp yting is madness! Wednesday, June 18, 2008 1. What age do you wish to marry? good qn. 20+ if love really exists. if not, i aint gna marry unless.. hee 2. What you want the most right now ? 3. What will you do if one fine day your love ones hurts you? friends? family? stead? forgive but not forget xpxp 4. What do you want to be name as? im happy with my name. certainly not HUITING although it was supp to be my name and is so much prettier-,- 5. If you can have one more dream to come true, what would it be? tt i will be able to wish for anything i want xDD 6. What are you afraid to lose now? wad's dere to be afraid of losing? -,- things/ppl come and go 7. Do you belive in ETERNAL love? freak NO. 8. If you meet someone that you love, will you confess to him/her? i supp it depends.. 9. If i have a whole room of cash, how would i spend it? i shall think abt it when i have it 10 .What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half? freaking pls treat me as ur gf. 11. Which type of person you hate most? t type who noe tt i cant be bothered abt them and yet nv fail to try seeking my attention 12. So you cherish every of your friendship? nahs. 13. Do you believe in GOD? -,- 14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? the ability to live life t way i want it to be 15. Do you fnd it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nah. 16. What do you want your friends to be like? simply to be themselves. 17. what are the things that people will think of me? flirtatious bitch i think.. but actually, i dont reallie bother abt what others think of me esp those who dont know me 18. What is your favourite hobby? i do what i feel lk doing luhhs 19. If you are feeling low one day, who will you go to? my teddy bear 20. What would i want to be in the future? -,- Tuesday, June 17, 2008 zimin, get well soon alrights? DDDD: sqd chalet 'o8 i nv wanted it to end it was fun but i hate t thot tt it most lkly gna be t last or maybe t last few t feeling of having sqdm8s all arnd me rocks[: thx pple! t dumb jackass chinese storybook by t brainy[yet brainless & of coz hated] cheena dept SUCKS. blame me for t lack of language appreciation coz it's supp to be some WOW & RENOWED book with a storyline tt has existed for yrs? FREAK YA MAN! it put me off t cheena world TOTALLY it's 48hrs, an extra of 24. normally it's 24 but hey, it's YOU! so i supp i cant expect much rites? so well, 48 hrs frm now, t final decision if i can bear to make it Saturday, June 14, 2008 my apologies.. been on this "offline" mode when it comes to smsing and picking up calls coz i just dont feel lk replying i noe it aint a gd reason enough but well.. it's just tt im reallie not in t mood to jabber away with frens be it using sms-es or chatting on t fone most of t tyme. dont get it all wrong and think im dao-ing u guys yea? i wna reply but it's just tt i cant bring myself to i dont know y too Friday, June 13, 2008 loads of catching up to do. TSK! my hols hwk! got my reading, research paper, chem planning and math left goodness gracious me.. & ive yet to do much on maths and other subs. tsktsktsk. im a notii girl someone scold me? & i aint having any hopes on it this tyme. sorry. & today's friday rite? im seriously missing SOMEONE a freaking one whole massive lot. tsk. shame on me to be so distracted when doing my chinese essay been at it since days ago but it's still uncompleted yet again, given my nature and my sub-standard chinese, it aint surprising & so here i am, doing what im good at... CRAPPING on my blog received an email on some volunteer for cnb[if i rmb correctly] stuff and yet again, i cant rmb having volunteered for such stuff=X it's either my memory's failing or sir oh volunteered us for this thing and if it's t latter, i gna... RAWR! i dno wad i gna do had my msn pm as "stfu" just now looking at it, anyone [dumb, dumber or dumbest] wld have known i aint in a good mood and not risk talking to me unless they are sqdm8s, R family or when i initiate t chat however, sadly enough, no matter how blatantly t msg was put across, it had not struck a single cord of basic understanding in t [i wonder what size] brain of an extremely(& perhaps overly) well developed human being sqdm8s(WOOYT esp), u wld have known who im taking abt t contents of t somewhat onesided convo made slightly balanced due to t punctuations and half hearted replies of "lol" i gave to give t illusion tt i was listening were surprisingly amusing enough. made it quite a gd thing i controlled my temper .. at least dere's gna be abit of laughter during sqd chalet xpxp but still, it's in my honest opinion tt ppl ought to look and think before acting. and most pathetically enough, as t pple who know tt guy wld have agreed, he has failed miserably in these aspects. alrightalright! i know i have to stop bitching yea.. i will and get back to writing my essay k? ^^ i still think tt guy's a loser tho Thursday, June 12, 2008 it's just a matter of habit. was just thinking of how marriages last while listening to daddy yell at mummy over a goddamn trivial matter. cldn understand how mummy can stand getting yelled, shouted and picked on over t little-st things simply coz daddy's in a bad mood. somehow he didn use to be this way. i dont remember daddy raising his voice at mummy when i was young until maybe when i was in sec2? damnx. & as i was saying, i was thinking of it and this brilliant ans came to my mind. evt's just a matter of habit. some marriages last not coz of t forever love kinda thing but coz t two pple are so used to life tgt they cannot do without t other party. true, emotions play a part but it's simply coz humans are creatures of habit tt we put up with evt and carry on. eg. you hate ur job though u have been at it for yrs. u aint gna quit though u noe u do btr else where. why? coz u cant stand t thot of doing smth entirely NEW to u u r too used to t way u r working now. even if u leave ur current job for smth new, there's gna be a pt of tyme whereby u think u r better off slogging ur guts out lk u had previously it isn love tt makes pple stay tgt sadly, it's t prospect of facing an entirely new life imagine thinking of t different life u gna face after so long t feeling of loss and confusion when it comes to dealing with things u had no exp in coz they have been done by t other person previously. it's enough to make u force urself to get used to evt since what's bugging u wldn be a problem anymore once u r [yet again] used to it. when someone goes lk "i cant do without you", think again. love? it may just be a case of dependance Tuesday, June 10, 2008 it's only tuesday! 3 mre days to go=( & in t midst of missing him, i shall do this lil quiz 1oo freaking qns but im bored so nvms.. 1. What's the connection between you and the last person who called you? JinWei? he jinx me 2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off? nahs. unless it faints on me(batt flat) 3. What happened at 10.00am today? -snoresnore- 4. When did you last cry? hmm.. 4days ago 5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter? bread? xpxp 6. What do you want in your life now? DROP PHYS! & uh well.. get to shatec etcetc 7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood? neither. just walk in t rain or SEEK SHELTER first luhhs -,- 8. What's your favourite thing you have on your bed? my tarot deck X3 9. What bottom are you wearing now? fbt shorts =x 10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say? Sry ah jinx will not die so easily. [made me lmao] 11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated? sadly, yes. so kip away from me if u are simple minded yea? 12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone? nopes. 13. What was the last movie you caught? tt Prince Caspian thingy. he's quite gd looking lehs..hmmm... 14. What are you proud of? my sqdm8s! & t huge improvement 4Byzantine made in t num of ppl doing well^^ 15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say? You know why i call someone pei you? 16. What was the last song you sang out loud? Yang Cong =X 17.Do you have any nickname? What are they? plenty. Bitch, Shortie, Radio etcetc and of coz, what my sqdm8s call me xp 18. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from? hi girl. how are u? finish ur hwk?- nicholas(tt psp guy) 19. What time did you go to bed last night? nearly 3 am 2o. Are you currently happy? nope? 21. Who gives you the best advice? tarot deck. and maybe myself coz im usually t one who ends up taking sense into myself. 22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? ewww.. GROSS 23. Who did you talk with on phone last night? Jinwei, ashley oh and frens[ t bastards in my earlier post] 24. Is anything bugging you right now? uber -,- 25. Who/What was the last thing/person to make you laugh? ANTY! actually her big ass XP 26. Do you wear toe sock? when i was in primary school 27. Who was the last person you missed a call from? jinwei. tt jinx again.. TSK 28. Have you ever had your heart broken? yes. & im sick of ans this qn in quizzes 29. What annoys you most in a person? t ASHLEY KOH AND FRENS character 3o. Do you have a crush on anyone? not now durh.. 31. Have you ever done cocaine? wtf? 32. What is the colour of your room? PURPLE x3 33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars? nahs, i rather bitch him/her 34. Do you believe in the saying '' talk is cheap ''? nopes. speech can be inspirational 35. Who was the last person who lay in your bed? u said it's MY bed rite?! 36.Who was the last person to hug you? my teddy 37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed? how wld i noe.. i broke up with tt fella longlonglong ago. 38. Do you have a life? wad do u think? 39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt? i dont think so.. 4o. What is the reason behind your profile song? do u hear anth? if u do, pls go for a checkup 41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream? sqdm8s. it was tt red hse dream ): 42. When was the last time you smiled? NOW. coz this qn's kinda dumb 43. Have you changed this year? yea. i became bitchier i supp xpxp 44. What are you listening to right now? gui ji 45. Are you talking to someone when you are doing this? nehs 46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed? i dont c y i sld ACT blind 47. Is there a quote you live by? no -,- 48. Do you want someone you cant have? yea. and freak it. 49. Have you ever played an instrument? -,- 5o. What was the worst idea you had in a week? not going for sqd chalet? damns. dont ask me y 51. What were you doing last night at 11.oo pm? tryng to do my compre? 52. Are you happy with your love life now? do i look lk im having one now?! 53. What song describe your love life? erh.. it's kinda pathetic to have a song to describe ur love life. 54. Does the person know that you like him/her? i dont know.. 55. Who always make you laugh? EVERYTHING 56. Do you speak other languages other than English? chinese? singlish? 57. Are you blond? -,- 58. What your middle name? LOLS. and wads tt supp to be? 59. What are you doing tomorrow? MATH WITH ANT 6o. What do you think you are like? insane + bitch. 61. Who would you choose to die with ? i want PEACE when i die luhhs 62. Where have you been today ? home 63. What game do you play often ? audition-,- 64. Who are you missing right now ? tt fella who abandoned me for camp. sqdm8s! 65. If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose ? if ur frens dont love u, wld they be called frens? DUMB 66. What are you doing right now ? LAME la. this obviously 67. Which primary school are you from ? zps 68. Name 3 colours that you liked ? Black, white, Pink 69. What emotion you like to show ? =D 70. What is life to you ? Nothing? it's a burden if u ask me. 71.If you have something troubling you, what would you do ? bitch away 72. Who did you last chat in msn today ? Jinwei. goddamns.. y does his name kip appearing?! 73. Who do you admire the most ? myself. HAHAHA 74. Which month are you born in ? October 75. How are you feeling right now ? bored 76. What is the time now ? 1820 77. Where are you now? at home luhhs 78. What colour did you used to dye your hair ? my mama gna kill me 79. Why are you doing this test ? I WAS BORED. NOW BORED-er 80. What would you do when you're moody ? emo 81. At which age you wish to get married ? lets c if anyone gna want me first ya? 82. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend/girlfriend,friends ? sqdm8s! 83. Do you think you have enough confidence ? no. but at least im confident in this ans 84. Who is the person you trust the most ? it aint a person 85. If you have only one day left to live, what would you do ? slp so i wont know tt im dead xpxp 86. If you can have a dream come true,what would it be? getting happily married? haha! 87. What is your goal for this year ? leave rv 88.Do you think that it's stupid to do this 100 question quiz ? sadly, yes 89. What feeling do you love most ? bieng emotionless ^^ 90.Do you really think it's global warming now? ?!?! 91. What feeling you hate the most ? t feeling i get when i cant trust a person i want to 92. Do you cherish every friendship of yours? no... some ppl jst aint worth my time 93. Do you believe in god? i used to 94 . Who cares for you the most ? i dont know! 95.What do you think it's the most important thing in your life? nth's quite impt to me y'noe 96. What you'll bring when you fight ? my hands and legs lk durh.. 97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life ? i aint telling tt to t world 98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you ? happy coz iot means everyone cares for me rite? 99. What if your stead two-timed you ? make him love me back while letting him go and thn break up with him(= 100 . Love with a guarantee of heartbreak , or never to be loved at all ? t former asking only gna invite a lie it's seriously tyme for me to start on my hwk lk oh-my-goodness.. hols are ending real soon and MY HWK'S STILL UNDONE freakfreakfreakfreakfreak.. i gna have to stop or i'll end up bitching abt school oh wells.. there's nth i cant bitch abt when it comes to school stuff reached for y hp t first thing i woke up saw wooyt's "bye sqdm8s" & was cursing and swearing away at myself damn loser of a sqdm8 i am to have not woken up to reply. SRY SQDM8=( i knew i received a msg in t morning but damnit.. i thot it was from some random idiot who lks msgin me in t morning & so i ignored it.. IT TURNED OUT TO BE FROM MY DEAR SQDM8 i hate myself. & i was indeed apalled to have a whole bunch of guys scolding me over t fone, commenting abt my sex life. lk oh-my god? get a life. i dont quite appreciate being scolded just coz i aint free to entertain a fone call from ur fren esp if i am expected to call back since i dont reallie fancy doing so in any case how old did y'all say u were? 16-18? i see a real need for u pple to grow up. apparently, a four yr old is much more matured for now, go mourn over ur lack of intellectual development Sunday, June 08, 2008 HELLOS WORLD! u're freaking missed! been missing t online community loads these few days some dumb virus which was found mostly in my acc(i dno y) caused my comp to be on MC=( but nvms! coz im back^^ [smiles overly-happily] spent my last few days of work chionging dere to be on tyme etc thank my nice night life. louis di called me on one occasion when i was happily in dreamland in a freaking drunk stupor. scared t hell outta me ended up slping at 5 plus etcetc i miss sqdm8s loads! looking forward to sqd chalet. HOHOHO im nutters aft a totally fattening dinner >( went orchard today with jeffrey daddy to return my taka promoter tag meaning, i've some money again^^-happy- rushed home for t dinner aft dropping by to visit my cousin at his workplace. kinda funny i thot his collegue was a guy=X & before i forget, I FINALLY MET mrBEAR AFTER TWO FREAKING LONG YRS CAN? im gna stop ranting lk some brainless bimbo but seriously, before i go, i hate myself. im either fat or ok, nv thin & im always freaking ugly or ugly, nv average seriously.. tell me what to do Wednesday, June 04, 2008 memories kip me going where's t love? admit it.. u didn care at all. oh right, u did.. pretend to fcuk off. last few days of work for me.. damnx. missing t robinsons sales ppl & gna miss my 28yr old taka fren lols! HAHAHA! [nah.. i aint tt evil] & bubble gun gna be missed! & yea, it was fun talking to tt bunch of old guys xpxp seriously, they made me laugh till i cant stop [alrights.. since when had i control over my laughter] now lawrence thinks im a nut. DANGG Tuesday, June 03, 2008 to my familiar stranger Hello 17yr old guy from huayi(: rmb me? i dno ur name and u dno mine but it was still nice chatting with u for t short moments. thx for being a great fren yea? it was fun working with u soooo freaking near me find me soon wld ya? i reallie wna continue our friendship to tell u t truth, outta t ppl who wanted my no, i oni wanted to give it to u LOLS but well, u were idiotic enough to shout for it across t road. silly fren, u must find me ok? i'm leaving it all to you & er yupp.. cliche as it sounds, to fate ytingg & to those ppl who think im in love with him, yes. as a friend he's a real great guy who'e just a weee bit dumb =x im praying real hard for a chance to see u again... Sunday, June 01, 2008 & im finally missing blogging working for quite a few days on and off recently think hmmm.. work's quite fun first day at taka was ok-ish -i think i updated on tt- at expo.. hmm.. totally diff environment from taka. fun but traumatising. met a few cute kiddos along t way but plenty of irritating ones. tday was t worst day i supp.. felt lk a total loser over smth =( & Omg.. u wld believe it but one of t sales assistant reminds me hell loads of victor goh same piercing and earring at T spot. seriously.. madness. im lazy to update at least i dont feel lk it anymore BYE |
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