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Monday, October 26, 2009
why dyou love me still? cant u see tt im just a slut? stressed up, tired out. why on earth mars and venus am i wasting my time blogging when im supp to be preparing my materials for peer teaching? i cant always be so lucky, getting away w sub-standard work. & i dont think i will be tt fortunate to get away this time round. time to get back to reality. stop slacking. *if i can baby, dont ask me why im nt fighting for this love. ive's got my reasons & lk u alr knw, i let u down. i cant be th gal i promised to be. neither can i be th gal u used to know. let me go cause i dont wna hurt my mum further. we cant go on lk nth happend too. im sorry, really. Tuesday, October 20, 2009 it just dawned on me tt ive nt been updating my blog for ages. school reopened ytd & OB was kinda... -.- i think i gna fail it. bad start. still, seeing th 1h04clique was FAB xD LoadsOfLove(LOL) school > Shopping > Work > Slacking kinda looking forward to th next hols alr. I MISS SLACKING TILL LATE W TH RUBBISH-es who made th last few days of hols superb. I MISS NOT HAVING TO DO TUTORIALS & i miss going to school, not. last but nt least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLEPMS PROPEE! i love u to th max(: & i hope u love ur present (i mean th thing containing it) xD it's from me(shyt) to U! Thursday, October 08, 2009 i used to turn to u for comfort when i got upset but now, this seems so much lk part of th distant past & i miss it. i really wonder what wld become of us. ytd suckd. was scolded quite badly for taking order w/o using a pen. lk pls.. who is th ljk who left a nonfunctional pen lying arnd? and it was only an order for 3 ppl. wad's w th "wad if it was a table for 10?" bloody hell.. i wldve gotten a pen if tt's t case yo? nt lk my mood isnt bad enough-.- waking up at 8 ltr. fishco till 3 den bqt. Tuesday, October 06, 2009 i hate crying in my sleep coz it's pretty gross waking up w a tear-streaked face. & wad's worse is that it seems lk all th sleep's gone. im still so fking tired. fk it. Monday, October 05, 2009 断了的弦-周杰伦 断了的弦再怎么连 我的感觉你已听不见 你的转变像断掉的弦 再怎么接音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨 我沉默你的话也不多 我们之间少了什么不说 哎哟我笑后 表情终于有点难过握着你的手 问你决定了再走 我突然释怀的笑笑声盘旋半山腰 随风在飘摇啊摇来到你的面前绕 你泪水往下的掉说会记住我的好 我也弯着我嘴角笑 你的美已经给了谁 追了又追我要不回 我了解离开树的叶 属于地上的世界凋谢 断了的弦再弹一遍 我的世界你不在里面 我的指尖已经弹出茧 还是无法留你在我身边 断了的弦再怎么连 我的感觉你已听不见 你的转变像断掉的弦 再怎么接音都不对 你的改变我能够分辨 i cant stop crying nw. it's all my fault. bt at least u realised being single makes u happy. even if it means i gna cry, just be happy. & that is no matter what ur decision may be. i wanted to say "for th last tyme im calling u this, goodnight bii" until ur decision is made. but i just couldnt bring myself to type it out. all i could manage was "goonight jameswee" between th tears. 30thnov. i wonder how it gna be lk. Friday, October 02, 2009 i dont know hw im feeling now. baby, im missing u so much. & i got my navel pierced ytd(: my un-children present to myself lol! started bleeding when Momok & i got to tbplaza. lk eew=( it hurts lk a bitch nw. im pissed off w it. Thursday, October 01, 2009 awesomezxz. i just woke my bro up while trying to free my adapter's wire from him. somehow it got tangled up w him when he stirred in his sleep. goddamnit. dont even bother asking me why he moved back into th room. guess it doesnt really bother me since im gifted at ignoring th presence of ppl. going on w my nightly routines except for th part whereby i blast music. im still pretty pissed off abt it. grrr... work in fish&co ytd was -.- th supervisor kept thinking tt im goddamn stressed up when in fact, th reason y i kept dropping stuff was coz my wrist felt weird at random points of time. goddamn embarrassing esp th tyme when i dropped th tartar sauce thingy. it nearly dirtied th lady's Gucci bag x.x tho i dun quite lk Gucci, im so gna get into trouble if ladyluck decided to ps me. x.x so freakin dead.. if my wrist goes th way my ankles went, im screw-d i hate th way it hurts randomly. oh, &... finally off from work for a day xD happy nutz. wanted to get my navel pierced but i hate my tummy. damnit. spoiler. need to lose weight first unless ive got th urge to just get it over and done w. i want this bday present to myself real bad. & uh.. before i end off, im working on my bday. |
yting l. 
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