Wednesday, August 15, 2007

so tired.
i feel lk giving up on my chem, my maths
tmr's maths retest and the official last paper: chem
i dont think i can hold on any longer.
its like,
i dont even have the energy to care bout the one i really like
dont even have the strength to think of how it gna be like next time.
i dont even wanna bother trying to care for guys i dont like at all
weikai can spread wadeva rumours he wants to,
pple can believe what they hear etc
coz i dont care anymore.

it feels lk hanging on the edge of a cliff with the last bit of my strength.
not enough strength to pull myself up to safety,
wanting to give up and yet clinging onto hope tht someone will pull me up..
and at the same time wondering how much longer i can hold on.

i'm so scared now.
i dont know if i can make it.
there r just too many unknown factors.
too much uncertainty for mi to take a brave step forward
i hate this feeling of helplessness
i just wanna cry everything out but i just cant

i will just continue smiling in front of pple
just continue giving them the image tht i am a happy, carefree FLIRT
they can think wad they like ba.
i dont care lerhs
only my true friends will know what's going on
i will just do my best in staying by them
as for the rest,
live in ur fantasy.
u r officially shut OUT of my world
Written By.


yting l.

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