Saturday, December 29, 2007

so near tears..
cant believe i cannot find anything to wear
i am so fking sick and tired of ppl staring at my legs & getting disgusted
looking at me as though i got aids or smth
i tried ignoring their stares.
i thot tht as long as i noe all i got was insect bites, it wun matter.
it just gets at me
so what if i can ignore the fact tht ppl think of me as a bloody flirtatious bitch?
so wad if i dont give a damn to the fact tht ppl hate me?
I CANT IGNORE THE GODDAMN SCARS ON MY LEGS.
i pretend i dont care so my mum wont worry.
but i cant help but think of the possibility tht they will become permernant scars

yea..
i'm vain.
i'm shallow.
SO WHAT?
my face alrd sucks.
& now my legs r making me look lk some freak.
i'm sick and tired of trying to give up on stuff i want to wear and settle for clothes tht can conceal those hideous scars.

judge me based on this post.
a fking stupid & vain bitch is wad u see rite?
since u r not me, what do u noe?
u dont noe my expectations of myself.

where r u when i need you?
Written By.


yting l.

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