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Friday, March 27, 2009
i dno what im feeling anymore. maybe.. i just wasnt meant for u. fking scared tt th next msg gna be one asking for a breakup tho i contemplated bringing it up ytd afternoon alr. i noe ive failed to be th kinda gf u wanted but i dno how to achieve tt. im aware tt ure trying real hard to accomodate my fked up schedule and curfews but.. perhaps im just not trying hard enough yet, i think my best wun ever be good enough. im really clueless to evt other thn th fact tt ultimately, u wun be able to tolerate th limitations. thank god u didn initiate a breakup. but fk. i did it im sorry.. it isnt what i want, really. im not thinking straight. i know this isnt what i want but yea.. theres just so many buts. each msg just brings abt more tears which is y im making u end it it's either to give up now or later. dere isnt really any available options now yea? sorry for making u choose lk it doesnt concern me. sorry for being so fking selfish. i dont wna regret my choice coz i alr noe what it gna be. sorry baby. truth is, i read her blog. & i realised im nv ever gna be able to be lk her. she's everything im not. pretty, cute, intelligent... she has evt i lack & evt to make things work out for u guys. i spent th tyme u werent contacting me ytd pondering over it, wondering if i sld let go. i cant find tt fking "ai mai" attitude to let go no matter how hard i tries tt was y i lost my temper. i wonder when yingting became such a crybaby & to all th guys out dere yingting's a fking failure as a gf. rmb tt alrights? |
yting l. 
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