Tuesday, April 21, 2009

htm orientation's tmr.
wondering if im really going.
guess i'll just bring th stuffs and decide tmr.
who knows i gna walk off minutes before th thing starts.
im lk developing th "do-it-if-i-feel-lk-it" attitude alr>,< badbadbad
even towards floorball.
i realised how i can actually just act lk it nv did matter to me even tho i miss playing it alot.
such a fktard. perhaps i'll look back one day and laugh at my stupidity of not acting rationally one day, just hope tt day aint coming anytime soon/ i gna die before tt x.x
spouting gibberish nonsense again. ZZZ myself.
i dont know wad im really up to either.

feeling kinda confused by myself now.
sounds mfking stupid but i cant seem to make sense out of what im thinking.
& im disappointing baby again and again coz i cant seem to straighten out my thots.
it's frustrating having to face changes oh-so-suddenly in terms of attitude.
i know it. & i know tt being sorry aint gna solve anth anymore one day if this goes on.
i need to change/control myself more. stick to acting acc to what i say, stop th random tantrums simply coz i was way too spoilt by th previous bfs i got in th past/th guys who still care now.
it isnt anth lk tt alr. im nt going to get my way all th tyme.
i wish fairytales exist.yet again, im not a/the princess.. even if fairytales were to have a place in reality.

srsly, wtf is wrong with me?
he wun hurt me coz he loves me. i need to get tt into my fking stupid brain even if i alr cant cramp in wdv i need to know in school.
he has put in loads of effort alr. it's high time i get my thots sorted before...

im missing you even if it's only slp tt ure missing.
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