nth worth believing in

ignore wdv's said here.
youve got ur temper & ive got mine too.
& u said i nv had to trust you.
maybe i will eventually but it gna take tyme now.
i tried to alr, it isnt lk ive been doubting you so much all this while.
it's just tt evt i decide to, smth comes up..

whether it's on impulse tt u tried getting her back after u asked me to be ur gal, u made me doubt if u were serious.
tt aside, rmb u told me u didn love her anymore other thn th fact tt u still miss her from time to time? u also said tt u forgot abt her since last yr yea?
wdv u said, it just kept changing.
now, all th crap abt having forgotten her etc turns out to be that u do still love her afterall.

& to think all this while ive been some fking idiot to have believed tt ur love was mine only.
wtf do u exactly take me for? & why dyou even think i bothered to try changing my fked up indifferent attitude?
for smth tt is shared? WOW. so im just THAT intelligent huhs?
if i didn change, i wldn have given a fking damn abt it but freak, im not lk how i was alr.
i wish i was as heartless as i was previously. thn, i can trust u without hesitation coz nth gna matter.

honestly, is it any wonder i thot of th probability of ur ans changing into a lie eventually? it didn happen just once.
im feeling lk a complete idiot now if u didn know.
my fault for doubting you, for pissing u off.
yes, i deserve to get ignored. uve got th right to be angry.
evt's ALL MY FKING FAULT.
it's even my fault i told u i didn need u to prove anything to me.
it's so freaking wrong to not want to be given another false hope, to not wna be let down if u fail in proving tt ure serious.

im sorry if this post pisses u off.
u can doubt me too. tt after all tt ive written, i still love u loads.
i had to get ur trust bit by bit unlike her.
unlike th others, it's th same for now alr.
& this time, it isnt only proving to me that ure serious/can be trusted...
ive shown my disability to judge.
convince my frens[cas and michelle](: it's just that simple & yet so difficult which explains y i didn want u to prove anth previously.
im sorry i became lk this.
i nv wanted to show this side of me to you.
sorry for breaking th promise i made myself tt i gna deal with my emotions on my own.
baby, im reallyreally sorry.

will u still love me?

yting l.

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