Monday, April 06, 2009

im satisfying my urge to blog, finally.
been having this urge but i was too lazy to>,<
kinda sad,restless,moody yet alil high at th same tyme.
think im going nuts..

wanted to bring bro to bugis ytd evening but he wanted to go geylang.
ROFL
freaking dotted.
& i gna have to treat him to swensens coz...

I MADE HIM WALK DOWN AN ALLEY ALONE while i followed a dist behind.
it was FREAKING HILARIOUS.
he freaked out when a lady approached him.
poor thing... said he feel violated but still, it was suuuuper funny xD
im evil.
but not quite.
to make up to him, i had to stand at a walkway.
grrrr..
still, we're two looneys ^^
still, it was worthwhile to him coz he gained some insights too, while i was w baby -winks-

ohyes... typing away, i finally rmbed y i got so moody other thn coz im missing baby way too much>,<
IVE GOT TO GO JI BAI MY PATERNAL GRANDFATHER.
not trying to be disrespectful but really, im not close w him at all.i mean it..
ive got more thn enough fingers and toes to count th no of tymes i met him.
total conversation tyme? <60mins
sry, i may seem unfilial but those who are close to me knows th reason y i dont feel any bond/obligation to relatives on my father's side.

oh yes.. back to th subject.
it means i have to wake up freaking early tmr.
for what exactly am i sacrifcing slp for?
ynoe.. when u pray u gna have to lk "communicate" w whoever ure praying to.
& so what am i supp to say to my ahgong?
"ahgong zao an. wo shi LS[my father] de nuer. ni hao ma? na li tian qi hao bu hao? you mei you ren pei ni play mahjong" meh?! no rights?
ive nv said anth other thn ahgong, ni hao ma?/ happy new year & these two sentences barely fit th context rite?
each tyme, i dont get a reply other thn a NOD.
lk he will reply me even if th spiritual realm exists.
i mean.. IVE NEVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE MADE PROPER CONNECTION WITH HIM.
btw, no thanks. tts if he choses to appear and nod to me. i'll gladly forgo tt.

in conclusion, even if i went, dere's no meaning behind it.
& i doubt he even rmbs me. it's true.

goddamnit.
hope im let off.
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