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Tuesday, April 14, 2009
was it wrong to take an ans srsly? i was super serious when i asked & so was it really my fault i took th ans as it was? you said yes to It. & since i believed it, wad mre cld i have said? tt i didn want to break up? much as i dont want to, we still gna end it if u were alr thinking of dumping me. wont we? & so what more cld/sld i have said? i didn mean to appear so nonchalant abt it but it's a fact tt not both parties have to agree to a break up yea? since i believed you, i guess i didn wna drag things on lk some of my prev exs. apparently, nth gna change. & if tt qn i asked was supp to have an obvious ans(No), it's undeniable tt breakups can be super sudden isnt it? is it tt hard to take such issues srsly or was evt just a joke to u? reassurance? where th hell was it? my fault to have let my thoughts wonder. my fault to have been so stupid to believe u when u were merely taking my question as a joke. my fault to let th feeling of insecurity kick in & get th better of me. all my fking fault for not trusting/believing in you enough-you nv expected me to anyway. everything's my fault, even for crying. for screwing up over a JOKE. i wonder if u left her crying so easily lk it doesnt concern you last tyme. really. yet again, she was so much btr right? im sorry for being so nonsensical, so direct in this post just had to get everything out despite it going to become my fault if someone gets pissed over it and everything screws up for good. just take it as my childish, irresponsible ranting when im &then, so what even if i still love you? |
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