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Saturday, May 30, 2009
woke up abt every 2 hours reaching for th hp & falling back aslp not knowing how im feeling again and again. was supp to finally wake up at 7am to study but i guess i was too tired. checked th hp again. still nth. wondered if i sld drag myself outta bed and start on midsems prep but forced myself aslp despite th stress to complete POM. knew i only gna be wondering when he gna reply. at least, time seems to past faster when im aslp(: woke up at 9plus due to a fone call from home [yea. my bro was calling from th living room] & im my half-aslp state, all i caught was "th baby bird die alr" i dont know whether to be angry at him or what. he said it's breathing was irregular and he fed it water when it opened it's beak. felt lk screaming but he meant well. yet HOW TH FK COULD HE BE ACTUALLY SO STUPID? perhaps im just angry at myself for not being able to do anth. i dont know. somehow it feels lk it was just ytd i cut up worms to feed it. & it seemed lk it just fell aslp in my palms. it feels so much my fault, that i didn take good care of it causing it to die. it was still fine ytd i dno what went wrong. hearing th calls of birdie's parents outside my window [yes tts where they always flew arnd] i dont know if they're blaming us for not taking care of their kid well. i dont even know if they knew birdie's dead. i suppose they knew it was dying. we put birdie outside th house every morning so they cld tc of it was well. it's mama sometimes feeds it too. & they were always in tt area looking out for birdie. & so why didn they do anth? im getting ridiculous. i'll be fine after a good cry. most prolly heading out to study but i dno where i gna go. bye birdie. |
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