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Friday, May 29, 2009
yea. i did say i wna study hours ago. & ive yet to get started. th book's beside me. wdv blank papers i need are beside me. my pencilcase's in front of me. all set to study. yet i cant stop my mind from wandering. i cant help but keep pondering abt y babyJ asked tt qn, why he got moody suddenly. somehow it seems to be smth i did but i cant recall. freak me for being so tactless wdv it is. halfway tru he sent a msg asking if i even feel a sense of sercurity with him. i guess this qn reflects part of th reasons y he got upset/moody. im sorry bii.. as i said, it isnt ur fault im lk this. & im sorry it's affecting u. i noe u aint lk th other guys but certain exps are really hard to forget. it's lk.. those that dont matter simply dont matter at all and those that do are usually those that disappointed me loads. im really sorry our rs has to be influenced by th past.my past. give me time alrights? it gna get btr, i promise. th last thing i want will be for u to feel lk me when i was tgt with M, tt evt seems lk a result of his past rs. i love u & i noe u love me too(:dont leave me coz of this? im reallyreally sorry i didn realise it earlier as well. there's so much mre i wna say but i cant seem to put them down in words. fk. im going nuts alr. waiting & waiting for a reply. evt th fone vibrates, my heart gna skip a beat& im gna get all disappointed again. [fell aslp staring at th hp. 0134am now] im totally crying now coz of th absence of a reply despite lk th hours which flew past. freaking afraid babyJ gna leave me/ was thinking abt it. it's just a reply but fks. im breaking down over it. tell me it doesnt matter wld u? hug me close and tell me not to be silly, pls. & remind me tt we gna be tgt forever & always. |
yting l. 
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