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Tuesday, June 09, 2009
toDearest: i guess it isnt tt ure angry with me but in fact, hurt by what i said to th extent anger was felt instead. i realise how badly i let u down. & im truely sorry. wad's done & said cant be taken back, this i know all too well but still, forgive me wld u? as ive always said, it isnt tt i dont trust u. it's me. i dont know if i can control myself & i know it so well that im a slut. -yes i know u dont want me calling myself tt but it's th truth- i dont wna end up leaving u, hurting u after u believed in us. reality hurts, this i know. yet, it exists. & i know i hurt u when i looked at stuff in such a realistic way but silly, dont u realise we've still got a long way to go? it's not tt i lack faith in our promises,us. we gna keep them as long as we can, im sure. but really, only time can prove evt. & time changes things. i exp loads of this alr, rmb? baby, dont u realise tt it takes alot for a gal to do such stuff? & she doesnt expect th other person to regret. it's th same for me. evt we did, i really wish u wldn feel guilty or get burdened by responsibilty. just be happy we had those moments tgt wld u? i snapped back into reality and said those hurtful stuff coz i really dont want u to have so much to bear simply coz of th stuff we do tgt, our promises. reality hurts. that's why fantasies make a rs beautiful, keep it going. wdv's based on imagination, ideals make up such a large,impt part in a rs. yet, ure getting burdened by them. & i dont want u to be lk this. i just wish u gna be able to enjoy th pieces which form our memories eventually & it seems tt being realistic is th only way to let u see tt all tt matters is th present, not th future. i believe in you. & i believe we gna last long even if "forever" doesnt exist in th end. & i'll love u for as long as u want me to, maybe even longer. no matter what, rmb this alrights? it gna be real hard for u to understand & i dont quite know how to explain it either. im sorry, really. & i promise nv to mention such stuff again. forgive me wld u? all i wanted was for us to enjoy every single moment we have, make th love memorable. |
yting l. 
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