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Friday, December 18, 2009
combination of being pissed off, stressed up, happy & "???". im nutz, i know. trying to get work done but i just cant seem to get anth right. cant connect hp to lappy=dead cause most of th fort canning pics are w me. wasted a whole load of time on it. damnx. i feel lk im in a race w time being my competitor. i hate running & i feel lk giving up alr but it simply isnt an option. dont want a cui gpa tho i think it's inevitable for this sem. fkshyt. im upset w my fats but i cant resist food. freaks. why do my fats not grow at th right places? i do nt wna be stuck w an A-cup all my life. & i dont get y my tummy refuses to abandon meee>.< upsetupsetupset.. mum's pissing me off w th "why do u nt lk to stay @ home / why do u nt lk to spend time w th family" shyt. i will lk it and will be more willing to do it if i can be myself. lk y put myself tru all tt pretence? im slutty, weird and love anth they hate. it's nt me being rebellious but im just me. dont see what's wrong w being me. hate th opposition. therefore, I HATE BEING AT HOME AND AM SUPER UNWILLING TO BE W THEM. understood-ed? but baby boy made it all btr(: Javachip for me next tyme plus th first cup of whitechocomocha shall be made by him xDDDD lalalas he's always so nice to me no matter how mean i am =X must try to be nicer. off to th real world again. |
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