Friday, February 19, 2010

i guess i'll never learn.

woke up late.
screwed study plans.
& im so ill-disciplined i went to play w my nails.
tried sticking t fake ones on.
failed. now ive got glue residue on my nails.
super pissed w myself.
im scared my nails gna die.
=(

--1426hrs---
think im going a lil bit crazy.

was staring at my pink pen after blogshopping instead of studying when i suddenly got th idea of pushing t tip right into my skin.
thn tt hyperactive thot of mine jumped to slicing w a pink penknife.
wtfwtfwtfwtf,
nutsness >.< kinda disappointed when i realised there's no point going on a penknife hunt cause my hse doesnt have a stupid penknife much less a pink one. zzzz. now i feel lk thowing my hp away. or taking it apart. it's pissing me off. i dont know why. stupidxz. alr un-silent it alr. if anyone called/ there's a msg for me, i gna know rite? got to stop checking. i dont even know who i hope to receive a msg frm. stupidstupidstupid. get a life

--1949hrs---
random but slightly happier;)


happend to walk into th living room and tv was showing some sleague match.
stopped to watch and my mum went lk "since when u interested in soccer"
zzzness.
i'm nt into soccer yet luhh..
but soccer guys are sexy XD dont you agree w mee?
say yes! i dont care! soccer guys ARE <3

yt prefers soccer guys to bball guys!
tho i think i prefer bball to soccer.
hmphff... nvms.
sexy soccer guys xDD

maybe i'll change my mind to admire beach volley ball guys soon
SENTOSA ON WED! weets!

--2154---
Bye(:

last tears shed.
i chose & im going to stick to my decision, leave ur life.
no more crying for all tt ive walked away from, no more trying to hold myself back from asking if we cld get back tgt.
no more crying over you, th pain ive cause you.
no more yearning for ur hugs, kisses and scent.

i would stop covering myself up w ur jacket imagining u giving me warmth when i slp.
curling up w stitchy is good enough.
time to really let go tonight.

stop crying.
time to get my ass out of th house





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