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Thursday, July 22, 2010
been soooo tired lately trying to handle myself, spending soo much energy in keeping myself happy and trying to keep my mood in check that im truly tired out by th end of th day. i dont rmb things that happen recently w clear precision anymore. cant recall wdv ppl said when it seems to just be replaying in the back of my head a few moments ago. i know ive had an awesome day when my happy moments are not clouded by the stressful/upsetting ones (which is stupid cause half th time idk what im sooooo negative over) not taking th medicine doc gave. dont know what it does. so much for helping to control my moodswings and relief th anxiety. ltr turn out to be lk th muscle relaxants which make ppl nua only. brain still meffing alive and im still getting upset just tt i dun quite react to it yet at the same time still feeling th void/ oppressing emotions. sickening. ytd was generally one of th nicest tho presentation freaked me out. thn there was watching Despicable Me. Super awesome cause th yellow stuff were all so adorable i dun mind having them as kids (: met baby after tt while kh went on a date w jaychou (yes.. he was in bugis junction ytd and we oni found out abt it thn-.-) funny seeing kh go crazy over a guy. OOPs! baby and i were just aimlessly getting somewhere w me spamming "wherewhere...where" in some odd voice, which he claimed sounded lk a goat. ended up Pepperlunch-ing in Cine which made me zoooper xD cause i havent pl-ed for aaaaages. ilovelovelovemysuperbf died on th bed at home halfway tru msn-ing. supp to start on portfolio this morning but i cldn wake up. getting stressed up over it again. Portfolio,dining task, mkting test (which i have absolutely no idea whats going on) all nxt week. i dun even noe when th test is. chao turtle.. & fuck french ltr. ive got no motivation to go to class. u noe... i knw ure no longer mine and i truly love someone else now but i cldn help being sad whn i saw how u changed even if it's only physically. it just took me back to th times when i was still th reason behind That smile and reminded me tt it's alr all part of memories which will blur with time. |
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