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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
jumbled up pieces. missing pieces. messed up picture. funny to feel lk tt now whn i had knw it all along but nv truely saw them. & weird too.. to see these underlying facts during/after drinking instead of going crazy-high as always. it sucks facing th fact tt th picture ive been trying to put tgt will nv be completed perfectly. yupps. i figured tt i wish if i someone right now, it wouldnt be because i took him for p, loving w t love meant for someone else. cause it reallyreally sucks to look back and realise how delusional it all was & to face th fact tt evt was just make believe. im sry ______ (tho it seems really silly to say so cause i still dont believe it really matters to u) i get pissed off, flustered, annoyed etc whn u say im nt true to u cause th love's true. it's just tt u were nv him. & we're both toying with each other all th while so i wld nv love u. (hahas. i noe u nv wna be him & for me to love u tt way too. it's just tt i dno how to say it to u straight so here's to all ur qns abt whts wrong w me after last nite) im nt looking for someone in particular. just someone who wld hug and cuddle me, make me believe for th moment tt it's all real. anyone. i knw im just lying to myself ultimately & all im doing.. they just bring in more pieces which dont belong. mzn, i miss u. |
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