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Saturday, December 25, 2010
Merry Xmas(: goodbye 25th. hello to not loving u anymore. i noe i promised. & i havent been good at keeping it so far but this is prolly th lastest post abt us. tt night i said i wld let u go if u wnted to & tt i wldnt beg for u to come back. i just didnt wna set aside pride to cling on to smth uncertain again. i did tt once & u relented but we still broke up. bt now i really wonder if i sldve tried again. ur frens said u still loved me but i chose to let go. fk me right? fk u too x.x sometimes i blame myself for being too demanding, whiny and spoilt. if i hadnt been such a handful, wld u have loved me more? wld u not have left? if i hadnt lost my temper tt night.. if i hadnt shut u out cause i wnted to be alone.. wld we still be tgt? i keep comforting myself thinking we wldve broken up sooner or ltr. we both knew we had stuff we wanted & wldnt be able to do by being tgt. & maybe we were nv meant to be tgt. ur family expectations and all of u as th oni son.. i'll nv be good nuf. it's really time to let go of th part of my world u shared even if thr's a slight chance of u wnting to be part of it again. bye patrick, koko, min zin naing, baby, brownie, dickhead, hubby and everything u used to be to me. im still trying to hate u for making me rmb it's th 25th and nt 24th tt we got tgt. and for th pangs of heartache whn i walk down orchard rd. andandand... |
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