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Sunday, February 06, 2011
wht do u do.. whn ure still so in love with everything down to th smallest details? from th way he looks with his piercing to th way he looks at u whn u say smth exasperating just for th sake of it. just tt turning back was never an option. wld u walk on hoping somehow, someday ur paths wld cross in th future? lk u had so strongly believed tt th two of u were meant for each other. tt u wld find each other in th future again with th promise of a happily ever after. and thn u realise.. u are happy now. and he might be happier now too with someone else. all tt ure left with is faith in th past u shared. tt believe tt he has kept evt close to his heart & tt lk u, he's loving in a different way for now. how long wld this wavering hope keep u going anyway? u start realising tt bit by bit ure getting used to life without him. and it's probably th same for him. th memories u both hold so tightly on to might just fade to blurry outlines of a part of ur lives. u start to wonder if thr's even a possibility of building up an entire new life w him or if u both wld give it all up for life ure used to. life with each other merely part of memories. wht comes out of belief built on uncertainty around a broken promise? a part of ur mind screams for u to let it go. yet somewhere deep down ure aching real bad but still stubbornly holding on beneath th facade of "normal life without him". how many more "i dont know"s will it take before u relinquish ur hold on smth fed on wavering faith? yet another "i dont know". & th cycle goes on |
yting l. 
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