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Wednesday, August 24, 2011
havent been updating. been contemplating whther to pen anth down since the last time but each time i simply let th moment past. it has always been "what's th point spending time writing it down? nth changes anw" i guess.. since nth gna change, why deprive myself th avenue to vent pent-up frustrations? Ive got so much hatred in me i can flare up over nth at all, just simply because i feel lk it. I wonder how many things ive spoit/ broken, hw much paper ive torn. i was just starting to think i dont even need a paper shredder at home anymore. & if i cld, i wld be shredding skin(: not mine of course.. just whoever who pisses me off enough. i wonder how th scar looks lk.. definitely not as neat as a penknife slitting through skin. maybe slightly nicer thn being mauled by a bear.. oh well.. wait... if i were th one with th penknife, i wouldnt make it that neat. so maybe being clawed at would be just a little less messy even.. oops.. im getting carried away arent i? im fucking sick of being normal. i noe im nt from th thots i keep having in th recent month but heck, i cnt be that abnormal as well, can i? i lk hanging out w ppl i used to knw. Pee, Momok, Kh.. because thn it feels lk nth has changed. i dun get that kinda weird thots but whn others talk to me, it's another different story. lk tt sick motherfucker who keeps wanting to webcam..good thing he was such a pet whn i told him to fuck off.. anw, enough of those crap. as for baby & me.. i find it maddening yet hilarious at times. he cant be bothered. so why sld i? right? yet i try from time to time & guess what.. it seems lk im begging from time from my master. im past caring. sometimes i wonder if i sld just text for a breakup. but thn again, i figured.. if it's wht he wants, y sld i dish it out such kindness in fulfiling it for him? he can very well ask for it. th fun begins, then. |
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