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Thursday, September 15, 2011
Another blog post before bed.. was going tru pages i "like"d on fb once and removing those i found silly (shows hw bored out i am) when i came across "An Ex is called an EX because it's an example of someone u sld nv get tgt with" and stopped short. it got me wondering wht i was thinking of whn i clicked on "Like" because somehow, i always end up falling for th same kinda guys. it's pretty annoying, not mentioning upsetting, knowing tt th ending's always th same and yet going ahead with it anyway because my btr judgement fails be each time. & each time whn things start falling apart, th feeling of deja vu's extremely mocking. nw i really wonder if tts y i nv really seem to take my feelings seriously anymore. it's fine whn i dont hv to depend on them in cases whereby being rational definitely yield better outcomes bt whn it comes to affairs of th heart im left baffled. & thn it goes to "All I wnt is to love someone fully, openly, truly, for the rest of my life". Will i really get what i want? Does happily ever after really exist? Sometimes while waitressing in banquet functions, my mind wander and i find myself thinking if th couple are soulmates/ th love of each other life etc. Or are those vows sweet nothings merely part of the ceremony. wish me luck. in meeting th person i can love unreservedly and feels th same for me. & luck to know when he's th right one and not let him slip pass. |
yting l.
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