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\i kinda hate it when someone judges me because i kinda "go both ways", whichever makes me happy.
as much as u r entitled to ur opinions on sexuality, every single one of us are equally free to make decisions on whoever we want to be with.
it's nt lk ur wife's fucking ur son. i'd give u th right to feel cheated, pissed off and uhm.. hurt? wdv.
bt thn again, if it happens, it's their choice. incest is DEEMED as a sin & wrong by humans no? for all im concerned, adam & eve cld very well b brothers & sisters in Christ. (no offence meant)

so yes, im extremelyt baffled by some ppl's brain seem to lk uhm.. hv multiplied from a fossil from th ice age/ hw some ppl seem to be transported in a time capsule. im in th kinda mood i wish words cld literally kill. and i'd make it a slow & merciless process.
i mean, to giv me th "im above u" attitude because u realised i swing both ways is kinda overrated. wht happens out of work stays personal. dont give me tt kinda attitude simply based on a "i hate gays because i just dont like them" & expect me to swallow ur words. no. u can have mine spewing all over u for all i care.

frankly, given tt i do like guys & hvnt dated a gal before, it's kinda premature for me to say that i go for girls/ im lesbian at heart or wdv. neither does it change th fact tt i do get attracted by girls emotionally, however briefly. all i can say's tt i feel for someone th way a person makes me feel. & increasingly, ive been thinkin alot more abt being w girls due to wht i figured out after ironing all th jumbled up thots on why ggr may work out far btr at times, at least for me. it's more towards hw i feel as a girl so for those in bbrs/ who are into guys, do ur own relating alright? & ignore pt2. i admit it's kinda anti-guys in general bt rly.. it's intended for th male chauvinist pigs.

#1 i think while opposite genders provide a complement of gender traits, people of the same sex goes with a blend of mutual understanding which is greatly unmatched by wht th opp sex can provide.
i see understanding as a prime factor in whether a rs is worthwhile. & sadly, th level i seek far exceeds th comprehension of guys. it isnt tt hard to read me like a book but sadly, most guys dont bother. their rash, impulsive, egoistic male characters simply do not allow it.

#2 Guys are fascinatingly simple creatures because minus their egos, thr's actually nothing much left of them.
i say this because really, i cannot stand how guys simply expect girls to take wdv shyt they give, yet cannot accept things put across in the same "in ur face" approach. seriously, wht's w th "if ure not willing to fuck me, suck me" thing when they cant take "i simply dont like u enough to go along w it. stroke ur own ego if u must" like a man.
it irates and humour me how guys react lk a wuss to things as simple as a reality check, a less "buffered" rejection and whn they realise things dont go th way they think it will. really.. is it tt hard to take a step back and see tt u aint as attractive as u think u r to a gal? sheesh.
i dont want an empty shell.

#3 a member of th same gender can be all u ever want in a opp-sex partner, minus all th turn-offs th opp sex has.
nuf said. if u get it, u see th picture im tryin to paint. it's fine if u dont either. (right?)

at th end of it, im just saying i go with how i feel like everyone else out thr. straight or gay, it ought not be an issue on how u look at me or at anyone else.

i hate ppl who are anti-pink & simply cant keep their opinions to themselves. i mean.. gays dont go around saying "i dont like u because u r straight/ fuck u for being straight" it's simply "we're gay but so what? thr's nth to hide. we r proud of our sexuality"
what's with telling me "dont talk to me abt homosexuality. i hate gays. y? i just hate them". if i pissed u off, uve every right to tell me in my face tt u dont like me because u disagree with me. hating me simply because u see me hugging n holding hands w a girl thus deeming me as lesbian is just so low.
& hating without a reason? pls. grow up. u aint getting my respect if u bring this into work. screw tt im an intern. i'd give u shyt if u get judgemental on shift.

for now, nurse ur bruised ego for flirting w th wrong gal & failing horribly. Cheers(:
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