Ppl always say to go w ur heart bt each time I do that, I let myself get hurt.

It's rly tempting to give in to my emotions sometimes w all tt "love lk uve nv been hurt before" crap bt I'm always fighting t urge.

Love, to me is cheap. it just isn't as sacred or saintly. 

Therefore I do not wait. neither do I confront th reality tt I've feelings for ppl who wld nv cast a second glance at me in a million yrs.

Because this, is my best defence.

I'd rather cheat myself into believing tt I love a guy who treats me well and will always b thr thn follow my heart n get hurt by someone I love.

I wish I could be this rational all t time.