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Sunday, July 22, 2012
because you mean so much to me.. *this post is dedicated to my beloved boyfriend so just in case you end up retching your guts out by the huge dosage of cheesiness, you have already been warned* honestly, i dont know if i should be typing this blog post out lest it adds to a massive chunk of words which will attribute to buckets full of tears when i attempt to relieve bits and pieces of memories if we broke up. *siala.. th thought of it makes me feel like crying alr. wtf* and i rly hv my reservations towards 'fessing up to my crazyGirlfriend tendencies because you are so damn impt to me but since it makes you happy... actually.. i was wondering. what if at the end, the ans as to whether you are my most special boyfriend is a no? well.. it might just be a no or maybe uh.. DONT SKIP TO THE LAST BITS FOR MY ANS. no cheating! and here goes.. you see, every bgr i ever had was either normal, playmode or just weird. and in each of the abovementioned categories, thr's someone who is the most special. like your buddy's (we both know who im talking about..) th most special to me in playmode rs #justsayin) so i rly had to crack my brains to place you somewhere. will get to that.. eventually. :D #1 you are still not the one who treats me best #2 you are aware that for a guy, you are extremely ungentlemanly and rude. Think the way u burp in my face and actually imagine burping when we kiss. you get it right? & yet you still obstinately insist on doing it #3 you are rly spoilt brat. most everything goes according to your mood and you know i tend to give in most of th time. to make matters worst, you sometimes exploit this fact #4 the way we got together, or i'd rather.. the process of us getting together.. im still feeling rather cheated ley (JUST KIDDING. BUT RLY HOR..JIALAT LA) #5 you dont fit the criteria of being the rich old man i was so intent on finding. & for the above 5 reasons, you rly aint a ideal bf candidate (cn rly imagine your face now. oops) but (omg i feel like killing myself for typing out what follows) somehow the way you are, and the way you love me makes me feel like i wna be with you (forever).\ you may not have the best temper or most enduring patience but i knw you try your best to tolerate my nonsense, my incessant whining and how i ridiculously get upset over the oddest stuff like missing you. *yes im aware i whine a whole lot more than normal people* & i love tt u let me act like a cat :) -inserts head rubs- U BTR SAYANG ME AFTER READING THIS PART. so yes, here's one of th reasons y i still love u meow.. i still cant figure out why you love me. i think.. u btr start thinking because i might just start bugging u for th ans soon/ sometime.. i think i will love you after you give me a good reason to hold on to, but maybe.. if your reason is rly trashy, i will stop loving you. just maybe. ok.. im kidding.. you are the only one i love without knowing what exactly i love you for/ about you. it's like this pretty bowl of colourful cereals and marshmallows in diff shapes and sizes. it makes me happy. being w you makes me happy a whole silly lot :D oh.. i think i realised.. i give in to you a whole lot for idk what reasons and really.. i doubt ive done that for any other guys.. it seems lk your silly smile's the only reason (win liao lor).. other things that make u rly one of a kind is.. u dont love my stitch. (excuse me.. in case you didnt know, it's a pre-requisite. plus.. eeyer.. idk luh.. thrs so many things that makes you annoyingly worth loving it wld take forever for me to complete this "homework" & so to your question, yes my dearest.. you are the most special to me & will always be. actually because i doubt i was ever so dumb to try to change myself/ love a guy this way before. but before you start grumbling about the ultimate reason (which is rly trashy.. i know) behind why you are the most special bf i had... YOU ALR THE MOST SPECIAL IN YOUR OWN WAY & TH WAY I LOVE YOU LIAO WHAT MORE YOU WANT! -head rubs- :D |
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