Tuesday, September 25, 2012

should get outta bitch mode. let bygones be bygones.
sorry ah... much as i want to meditate and slp through my angst-state, i think th ppl involved does not deserve my forgiveness. they dont upset me anymore but the fact that they upset me previously is making me bloody upset (hahaha! see im so upset i used the word "upset" so many times)
oh well, i'll just rant though this happened long ago during my internship.
it's just a mix of racism and favoritism which i know is inevitable in the workplace but rly, since when does "may the odds be always in your favour" not work on someone more capaable?!
i mean.. if i were stupid-er than the bodoh involved (let's just call her NK), i dont mind if the managers dislike me BUT WTF, THEY FAVOURED HER OVER ME WHEN I WAS DOING HER JOB FAR BTR THEN HER AS A INTERN VS FULL-TIMER
it makes me think that some ppl are rly blinded by skin colour. coincidentally the 2 mgrs who favoured th bodoh was the same race as her. & to think i though given their expertise, they would hv far btr judgement.

anw bottom line. i humbly accept that im at fault and i asked to be biased  against with my "forever fighting back" attitude. ya. i nearly landed myself w a warning letter when i refused to admit to a fault which clearly was not mine to begin with. the narcissistic individuals accused me of to protect their kind & i ws like.. ok fuck, wdv u say since i do not respect u the least bit already.

I went right back and put her through hell during the last lap of my internship. payback is sweet :)
long story short, turned the entire front office dept against her & well, eventually she trf to housekeeping where one of the mgr who ill-treated me was trf to. good for them. they can hook up w each other.

lalas. im happier after ranting






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